We were walking slowly and had reached a park, and I guilefully led her
by a roundabout path through a part where the shrubbery made it more
secluded than the rest. I can see the spot now as then I saw it: a
curving gray road sloping down under overhanging trees, and a path
dappled with sunlight dipping into masses of shrubbery with a thrush
glancing through them, like a little brown sprite playing hide-and-seek.
As we neared a seat, I suggested that we should sit down and I was
pleased at the way in which she yielded; quite as if she had thought of
it herself. It was almost the first time that I had her quite to myself
in fair surroundings where we were face to face in body and soul. I
felt, somehow, as though I had made a great step up to a new and a
higher level. We had reached together a new resting-place, a higher
atmosphere; almost a new land. And the surroundings were fresh to me in
the city, for we had strayed out of the beaten track. I remember that a
placid pool, shaded by drooping willows and one great sycamore, lay at
our feet, on which a couple of half-domesticated wild-fowl floated,
their graceful forms reflected in the mirror below them. I pointed to
one and said, "Alcyone," and my heart warmed when she smiled and said,
"Yes, at peace. 'The past unsighed for, and the future sure.'"
A quotation from a poet always pleases me. It is as if one found a fresh
rose in the street, and where it comes from the lips and heart of a girl
it is as though she had uttered a rose.
"Are you fond of Wordsworth?" I asked. "He seems to me very spiritual."
"Yes. In fact, I think I am fond of all poetry. It lifts me up out of
the grosser atmosphere of the world, which I enjoy, too,
tremendously--and seems to place me above and outside of myself. Some,
even, that I don't understand. I seem to be borne on wings that I can't
see into a rarer atmosphere that I can only feel, but not describe."
"That," I said, "as I understand it, is the province of poetry--and
also, perhaps, its test."
"It has somewhat the same effect on me that saying my prayers has. I
believe in something infinitely good and pure and blessed. It soothes
me. I get into a better frame of mind."
"I should think your frame of mind was always 'a better frame,'" I said,
edging toward the personal compliment and yet feeling as though I were
endangering a beautiful dream.
"Oh! you don't know how worse I can be--how angry--how savage."
"Terribly so, I should think. You look like an ogress."
"I feel like one sometimes, too," she nodded. "I can be one when I have
the provocation."
"As--for example?"
"Well, let me see?--Well,--for example, once--oh! quite a time ago--it
was just after I met you--the very next day--" (My heart bounded that
she could remember the very next day after meeting me--and should set
dates by that important event. I wanted to say, that is the beginning of
my era; but I feared)--"I got into a dreadful passion--I was really
ferocious."
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