I came away from my friend's with the heroic determination to prevent
Miss Leigh's life from being ruined and to accomplish this by the
satisfactory method of capturing her myself. My resolve was a little
dampened by reading in a newspaper next day the headlines announcing an
"Important Engagement," which though no names were used pointed clearly
at Miss Leigh and the hopeful heir and partner of Mr. James Canter, Sr.
Reading carefully the article, I found that the engagement was only
believed to exist. I felt like a reprieved criminal.
He who has not felt the pangs of a consuming passion has no conception
of the true significance of life. The dull, cold, indifferent lover
knows nothing of the half-ecstatic anguish of the true lover or the
wholly divine joy of reconciliation even in anticipation. As well may
the frozen pole dream of the sun-bathed tropic. It was this joy that I
hugged in my heart even in face of the declaration of her expected
engagement.
Next day I was talking to two or three young fellows when Canter and
some episode in which he had figured as rather more defiant than usual
of public opinion, came up, and one of them said to another, a friend of
his and an acquaintance of mine, "What is Jim going to do when he gets
married? He'll have to give up his 'friends' then. He can't be running
two establishments."
"Oh! Jim ain't going to get married. He's just fooling around."
"Bet you--the old man's wild for it."
"Bet you--not now. He can't. Why, that woman--"
"Oh! he can pension her off."
"Her?--which her?"
"Well, all of 'em. If he don't get married soon, he won't be fit to
marry."
It was here that I entered the conversation. They had not mentioned any
name--they had been too gentlemanly to do so. But I knew whom they had
in mind, and I was inwardly burning.
"He isn't fit to marry now," I said suddenly.
"What!" They both turned to me in surprise.
"No man who professes to be in love with any good woman," I said, "and
lives as he lives is fit for any woman to marry. I am speaking
generally," I added, to guard against the suspicion that I knew whom
they referred to. "I know Mr. Canter but slightly; but what I say
applies to him too."
"Oh! you'd cut out a good many," laughed one of the young men with a
glance at his friend.
"No, gentlemen, I stand on my proposition. The man who is making love to
a pure woman with a harlot's kisses on his lips is not worthy of either.
He ought to be shot."
"There'd be a pretty big exodus if your views were carried out," said
one of them.
"Well, I don't want to pose as any saint. I am no better than some other
men; but, at least, I have some claim to decency, and that is
fundamental. Your two-establishment gentry are no more nor less than a
lot of thorough-paced blackguards."
They appeared to be somewhat impressed by my earnestness, even though
they laughed at it. "There are a good many of them," they said. "Your
friends, the Socialists----"
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