I determined to go and inquire after Elsa myself. So, with Dix at my
heel, I passed through the foreign streets, crowded with the same
dark-hued elements I had observed before, only now lowering and
threatening as a cloud about to break, and walked over toward the little
street in which the Loewens lived, and presently I fell in with
Wolffert, who, like myself, appeared to have business in that direction.
Under the circumstances, I should have been glad to escape from him; but
as he joined me I could not well do so, and we walked along together. He
looked worn and appeared to be rather gloomy, which I set down to his
disappointment at the turn affairs connected with the strike had taken,
for I learned from him that, under the influence of Wringman, there was
danger of a renewal of hostilities; that his efforts at mediation had
failed, and he had at a meeting which he had attended, where he had
advocated conciliatory measures, been hooted down. There was danger, he
said, of the whole trouble breaking out again, and if so, the sympathy
of the public would now be on the other side. Thinking more of the girl
I was in pursuit of than of anything else, and having in mind the
announcement of Mr. Leigh's losses and reported embarrassment, I
expressed myself hotly. If they struck again they deserved all they
got--they deserved to fail for following such leaders as Wringman and
refusing to listen to their friends.
"Oh, no, they are just ignorant, that is all--they don't know. Give them
time--give them time."
"Well, I am tired of it all."
"Tired! Oh! don't get tired. That's not the way to work. Stand fast. Go
and see John Marvel and get new inspiration from him. See how he works."
"Wolffert, I am in love," I said, suddenly. He smiled--as I remembered
afterward, sadly.
"Yes, you are." There was that in his tone which rather miffed me. I
thought he was in love, too; but not, like myself, desperately.
"You are not--and you don't know what it is. So, it is easy for you."
He turned on me almost savagely, with a flame in his eyes.
"Not--! I not! You don't dream what it is to be in love. You cannot. You
are incapable--incapable!" He clutched at his heart. The whole truth
swept over me like a flood.
"Wolffert! Why--? Why have you never--?" I could not go on. But he
understood me.
"Because I am a Jew!" His eyes burned with deep fires.
"A Jew! Well, suppose you are. She is not one to allow that----"
He wheeled on me.
"Do you think--? Do you imagine I mean--? I would not allow myself--I
could never--never allow myself--It is impossible--for me."
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