"I supposed there was some good reason," I said loftily. She vouchsafed
no answer--only went on making a chain of daisies, while her dimples
came and went, and I went on to make a further fool of myself. I was
soon haled up and found myself in that outer darkness, where the
cheerful occupation is gnashing of teeth. Like the foolish
glass-merchant, I had smashed all my hopes. I walked home through the
Vale of Bitterness.
That evening, after spending some hours in trying to devise a plan by
which I could evade the humiliation of an absolute surrender, and get
back without crawling too basely, I went over to say what I
called--good-by. I was alone; for Dix had abandoned me for her, and I
did not blame him even now. It was just dusk; but it seemed to me
midnight. I had never known the fields so dark. As I turned into a path
through the orchard where I had had so many happy hours, I discovered
her sitting on the ground beneath a tree with Dix beside her; but as I
approached she rose and leant against the tree, her dryad eyes resting
on me placidly. I walked up slowly.
"Good evening--" solemnly.
"Good evening--" seriously.
I was choosing amongst a half-dozen choice sentences I had framed as an
introduction to my parting speech, when she said quietly, looking up: "I
thought you might not come back this evening."
"I have come to say good-by."
"Are you going away?" Her voice expressed surprise--nothing more.
"Yes." Solemnly.
"For how long?"--without looking up.
"Perhaps, forever." Tragically.
"You are better at making a fire than I had supposed. Will you give me
Dix?" This with the flash of a dimple.
"I--I--yes--if you want him."
I glanced at her face just in time to see the dimples disappear. "I am
thinking of being married next week." My heart stopped beating.
"You were--what?"
"But of course, if you are going away I could not do it, could I?" Her
eyes sought mine, then fell.
"Eleanor!" I tried to possess myself of her hand; but she put it behind
her. I tried to secure the other; but that also disappeared. Then I
took--herself. "Eleanor!" Her face next second had grown grave. She
looked up suddenly and looked me full in the eyes.
"You are a goose. What would you think if I were to say I would marry
you right away?" She looked down again quickly, and her face was sweet
with tenderness.
I was conscious of a sudden drawing in of my breath, and a feeling as if
I were rising into the sky, "rimmed by the azure world." Then my brain
began to act, and I seemed to have been lifted above the darkness. I was
up in the sunlight again.
"I should think I was in Heaven," I said quietly, almost reverently.
"But for God's sake, don't say that to me unless you mean it."
"Well, I will. I have written my father. Write to Mr. Marvel and ask him
to come here."
I have never known yet whether this last was a piece of humor. I only
know I telegraphed John Marvel, and though I rode all night to do so, I
thought it was broad daylight.
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