These months seemed to have aged John Rawn, none the less. He grew
grimmer and grayer, more taciturn and reserved. At the clubs he was
one of the most talked-of men in town, and one who talked least
himself. As his hair grew grayer at the temples, his jaw grew harder,
at the corner of his chin coming the triangular wrinkles which go with
hard-faced middle age. Enigmatic, self-centered, he could not have
been called a happy man. He smiled but rarely, joked not at all,
engaged in no badinage, told no stories, found no lighter side of life,
played no golf, had no vacations. Like some vast engine of tremendous
driving power he went on his way, admired in a city and country full of
able men, as one competent to hold his own with the best and strongest
of them all. And still of all his traits stood out the one of
self-confidence. He played a game of enormous and continuous
risk--fundamental risk by reason of Halsey, incidental by reason of his
widely ballooned market operations; yet his nerve held. Moreover, he
was learning the price of success--an absolute devotion to the means of
success. When he learned that the child of his daughter was not a son,
but a girl, and that it was a hunchback for life, a sad-faced,
unsmiling child--he set his jaws for a moment, but said few words of
condolence, either to his daughter or her husband. He did not smile
for three months after that, and never referred to this subject again,
after its first discussion with his wife at Graystone Hall; but it cost
him no time and no energy lost from business. It only deepened in his
soul his growing hatred for Charley Halsey, the man whom he dared not
chide.
IV
In the headquarter offices a vast, smooth running business machine had
now been built up. Rawn was an organizer. The laxness and looseness
of the old railway offices in St. Louis, where he had got his business
schooling, were missing in the headquarters of International Power.
Employees had small time to gossip in business hours. Out of business
hours, it is to be confessed, once in a while there was discussion as
to the salary of Miss Virginia Delaware, which was reported a wholly
instable affair. It was rumored in stenographic circles that she had
taken to wearing very stunning evening gowns. Yet not the most
captious--though willingness did not lack--could raise voice against
her, or couple her name with any other. Rawn and she were never seen
together excepting during business hours; he never mentioned her name
in any company. Once or twice a laughing voice at the National Union,
where rich men met in numbers, tried to create some sort of discussion
over Rawn's beautiful private secretary, but it was so suddenly stopped
by Rawn himself that it never was resumed.
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