He reached out timidly and touched her round white arm, to attract her
attention. She flinched from him a trifle, and he also from her. Fire
ran through his veins as from a cup of wine, heady and strong. He was
a boy, a young man discovering life. The glory of life, the reason,
had been here all this time, and he had not suspected it. What deed
for pity had been wrought! He, John Rawn, never before had known what
love might be! He was the last man on Manhattan to go mad over
Virginia Delaware.
She drew back from, him, seeing the flush upon his face, color rising
to her own. Indeed, the power of the man, his sudden vast passion,
were not lost upon her, different as he was from the idol of a young
girl's dreams. But Virginia Delaware saw more than the physical image
of this man beside her. She knew what he had to share, what power,
what wealth, what station. She knew well enough what John Rawn could
do; and she gaged her own value to him by the flush on his face, the
glitter in his eye.
For one moment she paused. For one moment heredity, the way of her own
people, had its way. For one moment she saw another face, different
from this flushed and corded one bent near. It was for but a moment;
then ambition once more took charge of her soul and her body alike.
XI
The net was thrown. Silently, gently, she tightened its edges with the
silken cords. He loved her. The rest was simple. She saw the world
unrolling before her like a scroll. All else was but matter of detail.
Above all, she exulted in her strength at this crucial moment. She
knew that love is dangerous for a woman, always had feared, as any
woman may, that love might sweep her away from her own safe moorings.
She rejoiced now to see this danger past, rejoiced to find her pulses
cool and even, her voice under control, herself mistress of herself.
She did not love him.
But she drew back now apparently startled, apprehensive. "We must go,
Mr. Rawn," she said; and would have risen.
He put out a hand, almost rude in its vehemence. "You shall not go!
I've got to tell you. Sit down! Listen! We'll separate in one way,
yes. You're done now with your clerking days for ever. But you're
going to be my wife. I want you; and, by God, I love you!"
His voice rose until she was almost alarmed. She looked about in real
apprehension. She turned, to see John Rawn's face convulsed, suffused,
his protruding lower lip trembling, his eyes almost ready to burst into
tears. She might almost have smiled, so easily was it all done for
her. Yet this baker's daughter dared to make no mistake in a situation
such as this!
"Mr. Rawn," she began, casting down her eyes, although she allowed him
to retain her hand, "what can you mean? Surely you must be in jest.
Have you no regard for a poor girl who is trying to make her way in the
world? I've done my best--and now--"
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