"He has done little for me and much for himself," he answered hotly.
"As for her, his daughter, she left me for him and what he could give
her. She liked this sort of thing rather better than what I could do
for her. She weighed it up, one side against the other, and she chose
this. Most women would, I suppose."
"Charley, how you talk!" Her voice, reproving, none the less was very
gentle, very soft. "One would think you were a regular misanthrope.
The next thing, you'll be saying that I was that sort of a woman
because _I_ live here. Of course, other things being equal, any woman
likes comfort. But you seem to think that we all would choose luxury
to love."
"_Don't_ you--don't you all?" demanded the unhappy youth. "Some do, of
course. Would you? Haven't you?" He was reckless, brutal, now. The
young woman before him started, shivered. She passed a hand gropingly
across her bosom, across her brow.
II
There was a strained, very strong quality in the air of Graystone Hall
that evening. Thought seemed to leap to thought, mind to mind,
swiftly, without trouble for many words. These two at last looked at
each other face to face, deliberately, she gazing beneath heavy,
half-closed lids, a superb, a beautiful woman, a creature for any man's
admiration. He was a manly young chap. He stood a victor, as she had
seen but now. He gazed at her out of eyes open and direct. Reckless,
brutal in his despair, he now allowed--for the first time in all their
many meetings--his heart to show through his eyes. For the first time,
their eyes met full.
"You must not ask that," said she quickly. "I wouldn't want to tell
you anything but the truth about it." She was breathing faster now.
"What is the truth about it? I want to know if any woman is worth
while. I'm down and out myself, and it doesn't matter for me. I just
wondered."
"I used to see you often about the office," said she irrelevantly,
"when you came in to see Mr. Rawn. I rather thought Grace was lucky,
then! I was just a girl then, you know, Charley."
"What do you mean, Mrs. Rawn?"
"Nothing. What did you think I meant?"
"I didn't know. I've never dared think much. I supposed everything
was going to come out right somehow. Now it's come out wrong. I don't
know just where it began. Don't you see, Mrs. Rawn, it's all like a
faulty conclusion in logic? It builds up fine for a long time. Then
all at once things go wrong--it's absurd, and you wonder why. Well,
it's because there's what you call a faulty premise somewhere down
close to the start. If that's the case, there isn't anything in all
the world is ever going to make a conclusion come out right. I reckon
there's a wrong premise somewhere down in my life, or ours, or in
this!"--He swept an arm, indicating Mr. Rawn's opulent surroundings.
"I'm only a woman, Charley. Maybe I don't understand you."
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