"Yes," he nodded. "I don't want to set a wife against her husband.
Neither must you. But the truth is, Mr. Rawn is not what a good many
think he is--"
VII
"Do you think that's news to me?" she asked of him, and looked full
into his eyes.
"Good God, Mrs. Rawn! What do you mean?"
"Much what you do!"
"But you loved him--you married him!"
"Oh, yes, surely. That was some months ago. But you see, there's a
distinction between master and superior."
"I'm very miserable," was his simple answer. "Things are getting too
much confused for me. And now you say you'd never be happy if I left
you now, to-night--"
"Then why go, so long as we are so confused? Why don't you wait? I've
asked you to! Do you expect to settle all this in a half-hour's time,
in a passion of anger? Now listen. Although he's my husband, and
she's your wife, I don't blame you. I'm only asking you to wait a
little. I'm making it personal, Charley!"
"How dare you do that, Mrs. Rawn?"
"Because I have the right to do it! I don't intend to have you make me
more unhappy than I am. I've just told you I'm not happy. I don't
know--" she laughed a little amused ripple of laughter--"but I'd have
been happier if he had handled you as you did him! I'm not talking
just the way I meant to when I came through those doors to stop you.
I'm like you--it's all confusing--_I'll_ have to wait, the same as you.
There's a lot of things to be figured out! I'm covetous of
_everything_ in the world--that _any_ woman ever had--from the Queen of
England to Ann Sullivan! Yes, I'm ambitious, I'll admit that. And
you've set me thinking--I'm wondering--wondering what really _is_ the
best a woman can get out of life."
"Mrs. Rawn, you've got success as you understand it, by marrying a
middle-aged man. You're young."
She shook her head. "It isn't possible," said she frankly, catching
his thought. "I'm far enough along to see that!"
"You know what Mr. Rawn did when _he_ wished to change--he put away
what he had, and reached out for that which he had not. For my own
part, I don't see how any woman could be happy with him. He ruined the
life of one woman, his wife; of another, his daughter. Now, you tell
me he hasn't made an absolutely happy life for yet another
woman--yourself. Oh, it's brutal for me to say it, but it's true, and
you've just said it's true."
"If only it could come to the question of what a woman really wanted--"
she resumed, pondering.
"That's for each woman to figure out for herself, Mrs. Rawn. I've only
said what most American women want. We're living in a wholesome and
beautiful age, Mrs. Rawn!"
"I thought I was right!" said she suddenly, looking up. "Now I believe
I was wrong. Charley!--"
VIII
"It's in the air," she said, as though to herself, after a time,
finding him silent, troubled, pale. "Don't you know, Charley--" She
turned to him.
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