Rawn, absent in New York, imagined his wife engaged continuously in the
struggle of persuading Charles Halsey to see the light of reason,
although he did not know Halsey was living under the same roof with
her. As a matter of fact, Halsey and she met but rarely. Virginia
breakfasted for the most part in her own rooms, and found, or pretended
to find, something to occupy her for the most part of the day. Not
once did she ask his attendance, not once did she speak with him, when
by chance she saw him, upon any but casual or conventional matters.
She seemed always to evade him; and because she did this, he,
rebelling, sought her out all the more, even while continually
resolving to take his departure, and never again to see this place, or
her, again. He wondered at her reticence, her avoidance of him. He
wondered why she was so pale. He loitered about, unhappily, in this or
that common meeting ground of the great mansion house, waiting to hear
the rustle of a gown upon the stair, the sound of a light foot on a
floor, the touch of a white hand, the sound of a voice--all things
belonging, not to his wife, but to his young stepmother by law.
V
Yes. Without his wish, in spite of her wish, these had become things
desired, the only things desirable any more in his distracted life. He
lived under the same roof with two women, saw either rarely, and rarely
thought of but one--the wrong one. To atone, Halsey lavished all his
time and care on his little hunchback daughter, and had her with him as
much as the nurse and doctor would allow. The child, undersized, pale,
deformed, silent and wistful, and pathetic always, now was listless and
weak, obviously very seriously ill. It wrung her father's heart to see
her. But Charles Halsey wanted it wrung. He wanted to do bitterest
penance for what he now knew was his secret sin. So the ways of
inordinate power, the consequences, for this one or that one, which
follow on inordinate greed, worked themselves on out toward their sure
and logical ending, the mill of fate grinding those primarily,
secondarily, even incidentally guilty.
At this time, had Virginia Rawn asked of him to recant, to relent, to
change, there is likelihood he would have done so. John Rawn, cuckold,
was right in his despicable reasoning. There are many prices which
purchase principles. The weakness which had prompted Halsey to remain
at Graystone Hall on such a tenure--which held him there now, waiting
for a voice, listening for a footfall--was the ancient weakness of
youth before youth, of strength before beauty, of the empty heart
before one offering love, of the mind finding perfect echo in another
mind.
With all his starved heart, all his repressed soul, all his mutinous
body, Charles Halsey loved Virginia Rawn.
CHAPTER VIII
THEY WHO WATER WITH TEARS
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