Rawn was hardly sure that he still lived, that he still was the same
John Rawn he once had known. It seemed impossible that all these
things could have fallen upon him, who had not deserved them! He
pitied himself with a vast pity, revolting at the many injustices of
fortune now crowding upon him, a wholly blameless man. Why, a day
before, he had held in his hand power such as few men could equal; had
had, presently before him, power none other ever could hope to equal.
That opportunity still existed. But how now could he avail himself of
that opportunity, how could he go on to be the great John Rawn, if this
figure on the couch could not arise, could not speak to him, could not
perform the obvious duty of rendering needful assistance to him, John
Rawn? The cruelty of it all rankled in the great and justice-loving
soul of Mr. Rawn. Why, he was penniless--he--John Rawn! He was not
even sure about his wife, yonder. She had said things to him he could
not understand, could not believe.
He left the room, and walked still farther down the hall, his head
sagging, his lower lip pendulous, his face warped into a pucker of
self-pity--so absorbed, that at first he did not heed an approaching
footfall. He paused almost in touch of some one who approached him in
the half-lighted hall; some one who was coming down the stair and along
the hall with steady tread.
III
There stood before him now the same tall, gray-haired, unfashionably
dressed woman whom so recently he vaguely had noted at a distance in
the hall above; some woman apparently busy with duties connected with
the death chamber, as he had reflected when he saw her; some neighbor,
he presumed, and certainly useful! It was kind of her to come at this
time. He could not, at the time, recollect that he had seen her
before. Yes, he would reward her--he would express his thanks.
He looked up at her now sharply, and gasped.
"_Laura!_" he exclaimed. "Is it you?"
"Why, yes, John," answered the tall, gaunt woman gently. "Didn't you
see me, up there? I suppose you were too much troubled to notice me,
John. Yes, I'm here. I thought maybe I ought to come.
"But you see--this--" she held out to him the letter she had picked up
from the hall table. "This didn't get to her--Grace--not in time. She
died this morning, before noon, they tell me. She never knew her
mother was coming to her when she was in trouble. She hadn't seen my
letter to her, telling I was coming. I knew she was in trouble--and I
saw all the stories in the papers. I thought I'd tell her I was coming
to her--and you, John. She was my girl, after all! I knew she was in
trouble."
"How did you know?"
"Why, she wrote to me, of course. A girl always writes to her mother
when she's in trouble. She wrote to me right often. She wasn't--well,
she wasn't happy, John, and she often told me that. Something wrong
was going on between her and Charley, I don't know what."
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