"I wonder how they are doing back there now," said Mrs. Rawn, in spite
of all, as though musing with herself. "It's evening now, and the men
are just coming home from work. I wonder if Jane English, next door to
us, has another baby this year. She always had, you know. And there's
the young woman, Essie Hannigan, who always used to wait on the steps
for her husband. And the dogs; and the babies in the street. And the
little trees without very many leaves on them--why, John, I can see it
all as plain as if it were right here. This house of ours here is so
grand I can't understand it. How did we get it, John?--when we worked
so long, so many years, and lived just like those others there? It all
came at once. Have you earned all this--in a year or so? And how did
you get it almost finished, before we moved up here, while we still
were living in St. Louis--without either of us being here to watch the
carpenters?"
"I did it with _money_, Laura, that's how. If you have money you can
get anything done you want; and you don't have to do it with your own
hands. But don't say 'carpenters'--it was an _architect_ built this
house."
"It cost a _lot_ of money!"
"Not so much--I've not got in over two hundred and fifty thousand
dollars yet, even with most of the furnishings in."
"You're always joking nowadays, John. Of course, you haven't made that
much."
"Well, no; that's a lot of money to take out of the investments of a
beginner. I had to get accommodation for three-fourths of it."
"Accommodation?--"
"Well, mortgage, then--that's what they'd call it in Texas or Kelly
Row. I couldn't tie up all my capital--that isn't business. But what
does it amount to? My salary is a hundred thousand a year; and I'm
making more than that on the side. I didn't propose to come up here,
president of the International Power Company, and go to living in a
six-room flat. I wanted a _house_. You see." He swept a wide gesture
again.
"It's not much like our little seven-room house in the brick block, is
it, John?"
"And you wish you were back there? That's fine, isn't it? How can I
do things for you if that's the way you feel? You've never got into
the game with me, Laura,--you've never helped me; I've had to do it
all. Yet look what I've done in the last two or three years!"
"Yes, John, I know I couldn't do much."
"You didn't do _anything_! You don't do anything now! You don't try
to go forward, you never _did_ try, you always hung back! You've
always thought of your own selfish pleasure, Laura, and that's the
trouble with you. A man busy all day with large matters, who comes
home tired and worn out, looks for a little help when he gets home.
What do I hear? 'I wish I was back in Kelly Row!' Fine, isn't it?
I'll bet you a million dollars there isn't another woman in Chicago
that would feel the way you do. You ought at least to have some sense
of gratitude, it seems to me."
III
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