Not, as he reflected, a woman grown old and gray. Not a woman with
finger-tips blackened and roughened, of bowed figure and ill-fitting
garb, of awkward and unaccustomed air--not to that sort of woman who
would be noticed here for her lack of fitness in this place. No,
rather, as he noticed, men of influence or position or power turned to
such women as these about him now--of distinct personality, of birth
and breeding, or at least of beauty; women shimmering in silks, blazing
in gems, women who looked up laughing as they passed, women young and
beautiful, whose voices were soft, around whom floated as they walked
some subtle fascination.
Rawn pondered. He saw passing a few men whom he knew, all with women
whom he did not know. In each case his new-formed rule seemed to hold
good; the exception being noted only in the bored and weary faces of
men accompanied by women perhaps rustling and blazing in silks and
diamonds, but not owning youth and fascination.
John Rawn found that power and beauty go hand in hand; that money and
beauty also go hand in hand--which is to say the same thing. He began
to ponder upon youth, beauty and love as appurtenances of wealth,
success and power.
"That's the game!" he said half to himself. "Why, look at those chaps.
They look pretty much alike, act pretty much alike, too. When a man
has money to burn, there is only one way--and there it is!"
III
And then it occurred to John Rawn with sudden and unpleasing force
that, although he was among this throng, he was not of it. Himself a
man of power, success, yes, even of wealth, he lacked in certain
betokening appurtenances thereto. A not unusual wave of self-pity
crept slowly over him. Why should he, a man of his attainments, lack
in any degree what others had?
He stood pondering, not wholly happy, until presently he felt, rather
than saw, a glance bent upon him by a man who passed, a stately and
well-garbed young woman upon his arm. He was a man now in faultless
evening dress, yet easily to be recognized--none less, indeed, than the
dyspeptic director who so summarily had been dismissed by John Rawn
himself not three hours ago. His dark face became even darker as he
saw the victor of that controversy standing here alone. He smiled
sardonically. To Rawn it seemed that he smiled because he saw the
solitary attitude of a man as good as himself, as fit as himself for
all the insignia of power, yet publicly self-confessed as lacking all
such insignia. He started, flushed, frowned. He had shown these men,
these influential magnates in New York, that he could be their master
upon occasion--he had mastered this man passing yonder. Yet now he
stood here alone, with no woman to advertise his power to the world;
and men laughed at him! No woman wore his silks, displayed his jewels.
He was John Rawn, born to the purple; yet he might be taken here for a
country merchant on his first trip from home....
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