John Stevens' Courtship: A Story of the Echo Canyon WarGates, Susa Young
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John Stevens' Courtship: A Story of the Echo Canyon War
Gates, Susa Young
Latter Day Saints -- Fiction; Utah Expedition (1857-1858) -- Fiction
As for John, he seemed almost another man. Talk about blazing eyes;
his almost burned into flame as he kept his intense gaze fastened upon
the uplifted glances of his companion. He said little; Ellen could see
that; but his look and his manner as he came near his dancing partner
betrayed his whole secret. It was for the first time, too, for never
before had he received such open, such undisguised encouragement from
the girl beside him.
"John never looked at me like that," whispered Ellen in her own heart,
"never, never!"
The two dancers were so absorbed in each other that they gave no heed
whatever to anyone about them, and so it came to pass that the brief
space of time spent by John in that eventful ball was spent wholly in
the society of Diantha.
Ellen's enjoyment was all over. She felt nothing but a thrill of
jealous regret, mingled with a passionate wish for another love to
prove to John Stevens that she, too, could be sought and she felt as
well an intense desire for the love itself. She was such a tender,
clinging nature, physical love to her was not an incident, it was life
itself.
When she was safely at home she opened her note and by the light of her
tallow candle, she read:
"My Dear Young Friend:
"I trust you will pardon the seeming forwardness of this letter.
Yours is such a gentle, forgiving nature, that you can but excuse,
especially when you know that the act is prompted by as deep an
affection and as earnest an admiration as could be bestowed by the
heart of a man. I am heartsick and alone. I find myself filled with a
love which is as hopeless as it is passionate; will you not let me at
least have the mournful pleasure of expressing that love, although I
know too well its hopeless character? You are so good, so pure that it
cannot hurt you to become the one star of peace in a stranger's dark
horizon. I would offer you all the love, protection and devotion usual
to my walk in life, if I knew that I dared.
"At least, let me have the opportunity of telling you, once for all,
the love that fills my whole being for the angel who saved my life
at the risk of the anger and ostracism of her own people. Will you
not meet me for a few happy, happy moments while I tell you of my
friendship and esteem? I will be on the northeast corner of the block
on which you live, with a sleigh, tomorrow evening after nine o'clock.
If you wear a white scarf over your head I shall see you in the
distance, and know you are coming.
"I am forever your hopeless, despairing
"LOVER."
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