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"Poor fellow!" said the young man, deeply moved, "poor Ward! It is worse
for him than it is for Helen."
"Oh, how can you say so?" she cried; "but I'm sure I hope it is!"
"He won't weaken," Gifford went on slowly. "He will stand like a rock for
what he believes is right, and he will be more apt to believe it is right
if it nearly kills him."
"I wish it would! And Helen, poor darling, thinks he loves her. What sort
of love does he call this?"
"Oh, it is love," Gifford answered; "and I tell you, Lois, it is a height
of love that is ideal,--it is the measure of Ward's soul." They were both
so much in earnest, there was not the slightest self-consciousness in
this talk of love, even though Gifford added, "I never knew a man capable
of such devotion, and there are few women like Helen, who could inspire
it."
"But, Giff," Lois said, not caring to discuss John Ward's character, "did
you suppose anybody could be so narrow? Think how bigoted he is! And
nobody believes in hell now as he does."
"I don't know about that, Lois," Gifford responded slowly. "Lots of
people do, only they don't live up to their belief. If the people who say
they believe in hell were in dead earnest, the world would have been
converted long ago."
"He is a wicked man!" Lois cried inconsequently.
But Gifford shook his head. "No, he is not. And more than that, Lois, you
ought to consider that this belief of Ward's, if it is crude, is the husk
which has kept safe the germ of truth,--the consequences of sin are
eternal. There is no escape from character."
"Oh, yes," she answered, "but that is not theology, you know: we don't
put God into that."
"Heaven help us if we do not!" the young man said reverently. "It is
all God, Lois; perhaps not God as John Ward thinks of Him, a sort of
magnified man, for whom he has to arrange a scheme of salvation, a kind
of an apology for the Deity, but the power and the desire for good in
ourselves. That seems to me to be God. Sometimes I feel as though all
our lives were a thought of the Eternal, which would have as clear an
expression as we would let it."
Lois had not followed his words, and said impatiently as he finished,
"Well, anyhow, he is cruel, and Helen should not have felt as she did
when I said so."
Gifford hesitated. "She could not help it. How could she let you say it?"
"What!" cried Lois, "you think he's not cruel?"
"His will is not cruel," Gifford answered, "but I meant--I meant--she
couldn't let you speak as you did of John Ward, to his wife."
Lois flung her head back. "You think I said too much?" she asked. "You
don't half sympathize with her, Gifford. I didn't think you could be so
hard."
"I mean it was not quite kind in you," he said slowly.
"I suppose you think it wasn't right?"
"No, Lois, it was not right," he answered, with a troubled face.
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