England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
He shook hands pleasantly, and was good enough to say he had heard
of me. The Squire went on, and I with him. There was no lamp in the
passage, and we had to feel on the right for the parlour door.
"Come in," called out Mary, in answer to the knock. I knew her voice
again.
We can't help our thoughts. Things come into the mind without leave or
licence; and it is no use saying they ought not to, or asking why they
do. Nearly opposite the door in the small room was the fireplace. Mary
Blair sat on a low stool before it, doing some work with coloured wools
with a big hooked needle, a baby in white lying flat on her lap, and the
little chap, Joe, sitting at her feet. All in a moment it put me in mind
of Mrs. Lease, sitting on her stool before the fire that day long ago
(though in point of fact, as I discovered afterwards, hers had been a
bucket turned upside down) with the sick child on her lap, and the other
little ones round her. Why this, to-night, should have reminded me of
that other, I cannot say, but it did; and in the light of an omen. You
must ridicule me if you choose: it is not my fault; and I am telling
nothing but the truth. Lease had died. Would Pyefinch Blair die?
The Squire went in gingerly, as if he had been treading on ploughshares.
The candle stood on the mantel-piece, a table was pushed back under the
window. Altogether the room was poor, and a small saucepan simmered on
the hob. Mary turned her head, and rose up with a flushed face, letting
the work fall on the baby's white nightgown, as she held out her hand.
Little Joe, a sturdy fellow in a scarlet frock, with big brown eyes,
backed against the wall by the fireplace and stood staring, Lena's doll
held safely under his pinafore.
She lost her presence of mind. The Squire was the veriest old stupid,
when he wanted to make-believe, that you'd see in a winter's day. He
began saying something about "happening to be in town, and so called."
But he broke down, and blurted out the truth. "We've come to see after
you, my dear; and to learn what all this trouble means."
And then _she_ broke down. Perhaps it was the sight of us, recalling
the old time at Dyke Manor, when the future looked so fair and happy;
perhaps it was the mention of the trouble. She put her hands before her
face, and the tears rained through her fingers.
"Shut the door, will you, Johnny," she whispered. "Very softly."
It was the other door she pointed to, one at the end of the room, and I
closed it without noise. Except for a sob now and again, that she kept
down as well as she could, the grief passed away. Young Joe, frightened
at matters, suddenly went at her, full butt, and hid his eyes in her
petticoats with a roar. I took him on my knee and got him round again.
Somehow children are never afraid of me. The Squire rubbed his old red
nose, and said he had a cold.
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