England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Was it true, he asked himself, as he walked across the street to his
office: was it indeed a fact that he was slowly dying? A great fear fell
upon him: a dread of death. What, leave all this beautiful sunshine,
this bright world in which he was so busy, and pass into the cold dark
grave! Jacob turned sick at the thought.
It was true that he had long been ailing; but not with any specific
ailment. He could not deny that he was now more like a shadow than a
man, or that every day seemed to bring him less of strength. Passing
into his dining-parlour instead of into his private business room, he
drank two glasses of wine off at once, and it seemed to revive him. He
was a very abstemious man in general.
Well, if Farmer Blake did say it--stupid old idiot!--it was not obliged
to be true, reflected Jacob then. People judged by his spareness: he
wished he could get a little fatter. And so he reasoned and persuaded
himself out of his fears, and grew sufficiently reassured to transact
his business, always pressing on a Friday.
But that same evening, Jacob Chandler drove to North Villa in his gig,
telling his wife he should sleep there for a week or two, for the sake
of the fresh air. And the next morning, before he went to Islip, he sent
for the doctor--Cole.
"People are saying you won't live!" repeated Cole, having listened to
Jacob's confidential communication. "I don't see why you should not
live. Let's examine you a bit. You should not take up fancies."
Cole could find nothing particular the matter with him. He recommended
him rest from business, change of air, and a generous diet. "Try it for
a month," said he.
"I can't try it--except the diet," returned Jacob. "It's all very well
for you to talk about rest from business, Cole, but how am I to take
rest? My business could not get on without me. Business is a pleasure to
me; it's not a pain."
"You want rest from it all the same," said Cole. "You have stuck closely
to it this many a year."
"My mother died without apparent cause," said Jacob, dreamily. "She
seemed just to drift out of life. About my age, too."
"That's no reason why you should," argued Cole.
Well, they went on, talking at one another; but nothing came of it. And
Cole left, saying he would send him in some tonics to take.
By the evening it was known all over the place that Jacob Chandler was
ill and had sent for Cole. People talked of it the next morning as they
went to church. Jacob appeared, looking much as usual, and sat down in
his pew. The next to come in was Mrs. Cramp; who walked over to our
church sometimes. She stayed to dine with the Lexoms, and went to call
at North Villa after dinner; finding Mrs. Jacob and the rest of them at
dessert with a guest or two. Jacob was somewhere in the garden.
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