England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
"John Tanerton, my husband, was going to sea in command," it began.
"He came to me the morning of the day they were to sail, looking very
patient, pale and sorrowful: more so than any one, I think, could look
in life. He and I seemed to have had some estrangement the previous
night that was not remembered by either of us now, and I, for one,
repented of it. Somebody was murdered (though I could not tell how this
had been revealed to me), some man; Jack was suspected by all people,
but they could not bring it home to him. We were in some strange town;
strangers in it; though I, as it seemed to me, had been in it once,
many years before. All this while, Jack was standing before me in his
sadness and sorrow, mutely appealing to me, as it seemed, to clear him.
Everybody was talking of it and glancing at us askance, everybody
shunned us, and we were in cruel distress. Suddenly I remembered that
when I was in the town before, the man now murdered had had a bitter
quarrel with another man, a gentleman of note in the town; and a
conviction came over me, powerful as a revelation, that it was he who
had now committed the murder. I left Jack, and told this to some one
connected with the ship, its owner, I think. He laughed at the words,
saying that the gentleman I would accuse was of high authority in the
town, one of its first magnates. That he had done it, however high he
might be, I felt perfectly certain; but nobody would listen to me;
nobody would heed so improbable a tale: and, in the trouble this
brought me, I awoke. _Such_ trouble! Nothing like it could be felt in
real life.
"That was dream the first.
"I lay awake for some little time thinking of it, and then went to sleep
again: and this was dream the second.
"The dream seemed to recommence from where it had left off. It was
afternoon. I was in a large open carriage, going through the streets
of the town, the ship's owner (as I say I think he was) sitting beside
me. In passing over a bridge we saw two gentlemen walking towards us
arm-in-arm on the footpath, one of them an officer in a dusky old red
uniform and cocked hat, the other a tall, evil-looking dark man, who
wore a long brown coat and kept his eyes on the ground. Though I had
never seen him in my life before, I _knew_ it was the guilty man; he had
killed the other, committed the crime in secret: but ere I could speak,
he who was sitting with me said, 'There's the gentleman you would have
accused this morning. He stands before everybody else in the town. Fancy
your accusing _him_ of such a thing!' It seemed to me that I did not
answer, could not answer for the pain. That he was guilty I knew, and
not Jack, but I had no means of bringing it home to him. He and the man
in uniform walked on in their secure immunity, and I went on in the
carriage in my pain. The pain awoke me.
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