England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
What a calamity! She did not appear to have come down after Roger, did
not appear to know that he was connected with Lady Bevere--or that the
names were the same. But at the tea-table the following evening she
would inevitably learn all. Servants talk of their masters and their
doings. And to hear Roger's name would be ruin.
I found Roger in his chamber. "Uncle Brandon was putting inconvenient
questions to me," he said, "so I got away under pretence of looking at
the weather. How cold you look, Johnny!"
"I am cold. I went into the garden, looking for you, and I had a fright
there."
"Seen a ghost?" returned he, lightly.
"Something worse than a ghost. Roger, I have some disagreeable news for
you."
"Eh?--what?" he cried, his fears leaping up: indeed they were very
seldom _down_. "They don't suspect anything, do they? What is it? Why do
you beat about the bush?"
"I should like to prepare you. If----"
"Prepare me!" sharply interrupted Roger, his nerves all awry. "Do you
think I am a girl? Don't I live always in too much mental excruciation
to need preparation for any mortal ill?"
"Well, Lizzie's down here."
In spite of his boast, he turned as white as the counterpane on his bed.
I sat down and told him all. His hair grew damp as he listened, his face
took the hue of despair.
"Heaven help me!" he gasped.
"I suppose you did not know Harriet was her sister?"
"How was I to know it? Be you very sure Lizzie would not voluntarily
proclaim to me that she had a sister in service. What wretched luck! Oh,
Johnny, what is to be done?"
"Nothing--that I see. It will be sure to come out over their tea
to-morrow. Harriet will say 'Mr. Roger's down here on a visit, and has
brought Mr. Johnny Ludlow with him'--just as a little item of gossip.
And then--why, then, Lizzie will make but one step of it into the family
circle, and say 'Roger is my husband.' It is of no use to mince the
matter, Bevere," I added, in answer to a groan of pain; "better look the
worst in the face."
The worst was a very hopeless worst. Even if we could find out where
she was staying in Brighton, and he or I went to her to try to stop her
coming, it would not avail; she would come all the more.
"You don't know her depth," groaned Roger. "She'd put two and two
together, and jump to the right conclusion--that it is my home. No,
there's nothing that can be done, nothing; events must take their
course. Johnny," he passionately added, "I'd rather die than face the
shame."
Lady Bevere's voice on the stairs interrupted him. "Roger! Johnny! Why
don't you come down? Supper's waiting."
"I can't go down," he whispered.
"You must, Roger. If not, they'll ask the reason why."
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