England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
"Do you know what it is to have a breaking heart, Abel Carew?" she
asked, her voice taking a softer tone that seemed to change it into a
piteous wailing. "A broken heart one can bear; for all struggle is over,
and one has but to put one's head down on the green earth and die. But
a breaking heart means continuous suffering; a perpetual torture that
slowly saps away the life; a never-ending ache of soul and of spirit,
than which nothing in this world can be so hard to battle with. And for
twelve months now this anguish has been mine!"
Poor Ketira! Mistaken or not mistaken, there could be no question that
her trouble was grievous to bear; the suspense, in which her days were
passed, well-nigh unendurable.
* * * * *
This, that I have told, occurred on Thursday morning. Ketira quitted
Abel Carew only to bend her steps back towards Virginia Cottage, and
stayed hovering around the house that day and the next. One or another,
passing, saw her watching it perpetually, herself partly hidden. Now
peeping out from the little coppice; now tramping quickly past the gate,
as though she were starting off on a three-mile walk; now stealing to
the back of the house, to gaze at the windows. There she might be seen,
in one place or another, like a haunting red dragon: her object, as was
supposed, being to get speech of Hyde Stockhausen. She did not succeed.
Twice she went boldly to the door, knocked, and asked for him. Deborah
Preen slammed it in her face. It was thought that Hyde, who then knew of
her return and that the report of her death was false, must be on the
watch also, to avoid her. If he wanted to go abroad and she was posted
at the back, he slipped out in front: when he wished to get in again
and caught sight of her red cloak illumining the coppice, he made a dash
in at the back-gate, and was lost amid the kidney beans.
By this time the state of affairs was known to Church Dykely: a rare
dish of nuts for the quiet place to crack. Those of us who possessed
liberty made pleas for passing by Virginia Cottage to see the fun. Not
that there was much to see, except a glimpse of the red cloak in this
odd spot or in that.
"Stockhausen must be silly!" cried the Squire. "Why does he not openly
see the poor woman and inquire what it is she wants with him? The idea
of his shunning her in this absurd way! What does he mean by it, I
wonder?"
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