England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
"Go you, Johnny, and ask him to come over to us sometimes in an evening;
tell him it will be a break to his loneliness," said the Squire to me
one day. "Now that the poor fellow is ill and repentant, we must let
bygones be bygones. I hear that Abel Carew spent half-an-hour sociably
with him yesterday."
I went off as directed. Summer had come round again, for more than a
year had now passed since Mabel's death, and the Virginia creeper on
the cottage walls was all alight with red flowers. Hyde was pacing his
garden in front of it, his head bent.
"Is it you, Johnny?" he said, in the patient, gentle tone he now always
used, as he held his hand out. He was more like a shadow than a man; his
face drawn and long, his blue eyes large and dark and sad.
"We should be so glad if you would come," I added, after giving the
message. "Mrs. Todhetley says you make yourself too much of a stranger.
Will you come this evening?"
He shook his head slightly, clasping my hand the while, his own feeling
like a burning coal, and smiling the sweetest and saddest smile.
"You are all too good for me; too considerate; better far than I
deserve. No, I cannot come to you this evening, Johnny: I have not the
spirits for it; hardly the strength. But I will come one evening if I
can. Thank them all, Johnny, for me."
And he did come. But he could not speak much above a whisper, so
weak and hollow had his voice grown. And of all the humble-minded,
kindly-spirited individuals that ever sat at our tea-table, the chiefest
was Hyde Stockhausen.
"I fear he is going the way of all the Stockhausens," said Mrs.
Todhetley afterwards. "But what a beautiful frame of mind he is in!"
"Beautiful, you call it!" cried the pater. "The man seems to me to be
eating his heart out in some impossible atonement. Had I set fire to the
church and burnt up all the congregation, I don't think it could have
subdued me to that extent."
Of all places, where should I next meet Hyde but at Worcester races! We
knew that he had been worse lately, that his mother had come to Virginia
Cottage to be with him at the last, and that there was no further hope.
Therefore, to see Hyde this afternoon, perched on a tall horse on
Pitchcroft, looked more like magic than reality.
"_You_ at the races, Hyde!"
"Yes; but not for pleasure," he answered, smiling faintly; and looking
so shadowy and weak that it was a marvel how he could stick on the
horse. "I am in search of one who is growing too fond of these scenes.
I want to find him--and to say a few last words to him."
"If you mean Jim Massock"--for I thought it could be nobody but young
Jim--"I saw him yonder, down by the shows. He was drinking porter
outside a booth. How are you, Hyde?"
"Oh, getting on slowly," he said, with a peculiar smile.
"Getting on! It looks to me to be the other way."
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