"Clara!--Clara Grimes!--Clara! I've wanted ter say that out aloud fer
months, but I've never found the place ter say it in. It sounds quite
natural 'ere. Yer know that I love yer--I've seen it in yer face, but
yer don't know that you're the first woman I ever wanted. No, yer
needn't run away. I'm afraid ter touch yer, an' yer know it. Yer
thought because I was married that I knew all about women. Why, I
didn't know what women were made for till I met you. I thought w'en I
'ad the shop an' my boy that I had everythin' I wanted, but the old
woman was right. There's a lot more in this world than I ever dreamt
of. Seein' you opened my eyes. An' now I want yer altogether. I want
ter see yer face every 'our of the day, an' tell yer whatever comes
into my mind. I spend 'ours talkin' to yer w'en I'm by myself."
"It's only my right," he went on, with increased energy. "I'm a man in
spite of my shape, an' I only ask fer what I'm entitled to. I can see
that other men 'ave been gittin' these things without me knowin' it. I
used ter grin at Chook, but I was the fool. I had everythin' that I
could see that was worth 'avin', an' somehow I wasn't satisfied. I
never could see much in this life. I often wondered what it was all
about. But now I understand. What's this for," and he indicated the
dreamy peaceful scene with a sweep of his hand, "if it only leaves yer
starin' and wonderin'? I know now. It's ter make me think about yer
an' want yer. Well, yer've made a man of me, an' it's up ter yous ter
make the best of me." He broke off with a short laugh. "P'raps this
sound funny ter you. I've 'eard old women at the Salvos' meetings talk
like this, tellin' of the wonderful things they found out w'en they got
converted."
Clara had listened in silence, with an intent, curious expression on
her face. Jonah's words were like balm to her pride, lacerated three
years ago by her broken engagement. And she listened, immensely
pleased and a little afraid, like a mischievous child that has set fire
to the curtains. Jonah's face was turned to her, and as she looked at
him her curiosity was changed to awe at the sight of passion on fire.
She thought of the crazy fiddler's words, and felt in herself an
infinite sadness, for she knew that Jonah would never gain his heart's
desire.
"I've 'ad my say," he continued, "an' now I'll talk sense. You're a
grown woman, an' yer know what all this means. I can give yer anythin'
yer like: a house an' servants; everythin' yer want. What do yer say?"
Clara had gone white to the lips. It had come at last, and the "Silver
Shoe" was within her reach, but the gift was incomplete. She must
decline it, and take her chances for the future.
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