Joseph and His Friend: A Story of PennsylvaniaTaylor, Bayard
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Joseph and His Friend: A Story of Pennsylvania
Taylor, Bayard
Pennsylvania -- Fiction
You know all, dearest friend: was it not a test of my heart to see
that _she_ was intimately, fondly happy? It was hardly any more the
face I once knew. I felt the change in the touch of her hand. I
heard it in the first word she spoke. I did not dare to look into my
heart to see if something there were really dead, for the look would
have called the dead to life. I made one heroic effort, heaved a
stone over the place, and sealed it down forever. Then I felt your
arm on my shoulder, your hand on my breast. I was strong and joyous;
Lucy, I imagined, looked at me from time to time, but with a bright
face, as if she divined what I had done. Can she have ever suspected
the truth?
Time is a specific administered to us for all spiritual shocks; but
change of habit is better. Why may I not change in quiet as you in
action? It seams to me, sometimes, as I sit alone before the fire,
with the pipe-stem between my teeth, that each of us is going
backward through the other's experience. You will thus prove my
results as I prove yours. Then, parted as we are, I see our souls
lie open to each other in equal light and warmth, and feel that the
way to God lies through the love of man.
Two years ago, how all our lives were tangled! Now, with so little
agency of our own, how they are flowing into smoothness and grace!
Yours and mine are not yet complete, but they are no longer
distorted. One disturbing, yet most pitiable, nature has been
removed; Elwood, Lucy, the Hopetons, are happy; you and I are healed
of our impatience. Yes, there is something outside of our own wills
that works for or against us, as we may decide. If I once forgot
this, it is all the clearer now.
I have forgotten one other,—Mr. Blessing. The other day I visited
him in the city. I found him five blocks nearer the fashionable
quarter, in a larger house. He was elegantly dressed, and wore a
diamond on his bosom. He came to meet me with an open letter in his
hand.
"From Mrs. Spelter, my daughter," he said, waving it with a grand
air,—"an account of her presentation to the Emperor Napoleon. The
dress was—let me see—blue moiré and Chantilly lace; Eugénie was
quite struck with her figure and complexion."
"The world seems to treat you well," I suggested.
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