Upon that same Christmas-eve Solomon Fewster sat in his room a moody
unhappy man. He was alone; but if angry thought could have found
palpable shape, the room would have been thronged with ugly forms. He
had refused the invitation which Mrs. Marvel had given him to join the
Christmas party, simply because, when she invited him, she happened to
say something in joyful tones of Joshua's expected return. The mere
mention of Joshua's name was sufficient to inflame him; and he had at
once refused her in a lofty manner, saying that he had another
engagement for the evening. The Lascar had done his work well. There
is no death for jealousy: it sleeps, but it never dies. And the Lascar
had been careful that even the temporary bliss of forgetfulness should
be denied to his master. Less force of cunning than he was endowed
with would have served his purpose with such a man as Solomon Fewster.
The good influence of the time did not touch Solomon Fewster's heart.
He was completely engrossed by two sentiments--love for Ellen, hate
for Joshua. The very circumstance that upon this Christmas-eve he had
wilfully deprived himself of the painful pleasure of being in Ellen's
company he laid to Joshua's door. Every happy face he saw that day
deepened the hate he bore to Joshua; for if it had not been for that
absent enemy, he would have been as happy as the best of them. Once
during the evening he went into the open space at the rear of his
house, and saw his neighbors' windows lighted up, and heard sounds of
merriment issue from the rooms. "Who is it that prevents me from being
as happy as they are?" he muttered. "Who is the cause of my remaining
here to-night, fretting my heart out, instead of sitting next to the
girl that I love more than my life?" He unlocked the gate in the rear
of his premises, and strolled along the narrow lane into which it
opened. The houses in the lane were mere hovels, yet there was not one
of them that was not brilliantly lighted, and the echoes of laughter
and singing floating from their walls denoted that care had been sent
to the right-about for that evening, at least. The sounds were so
displeasing to him that he returned to his room and resting his face
in his hands; raised up the picture of Ellen, fair and bright and
beautiful. He was a calculating, unfeeling man; and if it had so
happened that there had been no obstacle to the smooth course of his
love, he might have remained so to the end of his days, and might
never have suspected that there were points in his character which
would not bear to close a scrutiny. But the means by which we are
brought to a knowledge of ourselves are oftentimes very strange. The
majority of us go down to our graves without suspecting that there are
powerful forces hidden within us, which, had opportunity for display
been allowed them, would have materially altered the tenor of our
lives, whether for good or for evil. Solomon Fewster's love for Ellen
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