Bear with me for a little while. When I commenced, I intended to be
more brief but I have been carried away by a tide of memories. These
things that I have spoken of have dwelt in my mind, but mention of
them has not passed my tongue; not even my daughter has ever heard
from me the story of my life. All the memories that are dearest to me
are stirred into life by my speech; and in the midst of the darkness
in this room, where nothing human exists but ourselves, I see my wife
as I saw her that night for the first time--as I shall see her soon in
a better land.
Good and evil, consciously wrought, are not of this world alone; mind
you that, Joshua Marvel. They bear their fruit hereafter. In what way
or in what shape we do not know--but they bear their fruit. I never
loved but one woman in my life, and never was false to her, even in
thought. I never harbored an unworthy sentiment towards her. I loved
her truly, purely, solely, as she loved me. If I had done her wrong,
and, loving her, had played false with another by a single act, by a
single word of encouragement, even if it were weakly given in a moment
of weakness, I could not look into this darkness as I do now without
fear and shuddering.
(What was it that passed into the room? The deep darkness that
prevailed, no less than the intense interest with which Joshua
followed the course of Basil's story, prevented him from seeing. Yet
it was no less certain that the door was gently opened, and that a
person with noiseless footfall entered the room, and, wrapped in
shade, stood silent in listening attitude.)
She loved me, and sacrificed herself for me. Loving me, she conceived
it to be her duty to follow me; she forsook friends and family, and
imperilled her good name for me; and in this solemn moment, when all
the dearest memories of my life give life to my words, life to my
thoughts, I bless her for it! Her devotion, unworldly as it was, was
sanctified by love. There is no earthly sacrifice that love will not
sanctify!
(A sound, half sigh, half sob, floated on the air, but so light that
Joshua doubted if he had heard it. It reached Basil's ears. Rising in
bed, he clutched Joshua by the shoulder, and whispered in trembling
tones, "Can spirits speak, and make themselves heard? Did you hear any
thing?"
"Something like a sigh, I thought," said Joshua; "and yet it is not
possible."
Rising, he walked to the door; but whoever it was that had entered so
noiselessly had so departed.
"There is no one here; it must have been fancy."
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