Joshua trembled with apprehension. "For Heaven's sake, sir," he
implored, "speak more plainly!"
"I intend to do so, Joshua; for this is the solemnest time of your
life. I have considered the matter deeply, and I can see but one right
thing to do; but I am running ahead too fast. Steady there, steady. As
I said a time ago, here has been a woman's heart laid bare to you, and
you have not suspected it. What woman, now? But 'tis not right to ask,
mayhap."
"Ask me any thing, sir; I will answer truly."
"What woman do you love?"
"Ellen."
"Ellen? And Ellen only?"
"And Ellen only. None other; nor ever shall, if it is given to man to
know his heart."
"Good! Answered like yourself; answered like the lad I used to see
looking out on the river that runs to the sea; like the lad my old
heart warmed to because there was honesty in his face; like the lad
who has grown to be a man, and who sits afore me now with truth in his
eyes."
"Thank you for that, sir."
"What woman does this lad, now grown to be a man, love? Ellen--the
pretty Ellen, the truest-hearted, gentlest-hearted, kindest-hearted,
dearest lass on all the high seas. What woman does Joshua's friend
Dan love? That's a question I ask myself. 'Tis easily answered.
Minnie--Minnie with the mermaid's hair, and with eyes bright as the
stars. Does Minnie love Dan? Yes; but not as Dan wants her to love
him. Why? Because there is some one in the way."
"Who, sir?" Joshua was constrained to ask, but dreading the answer.
"She loves Dan's friend Joshua better than she loves Dan. Let that
friend, who sits afore me now, search his heart and his mind, and let
him say what he thinks. He knows her nature; has been her friend since
she was a girl; and, cunning as a woman may be, no woman can be
cunning enough to hide her love always from the man she loves, though
she may hide it from all the rest of the world. It happens sometimes
in a man's life that he may be unconscious of a thing for years
perhaps, it being present to him all the time, until, sometimes in one
way, sometimes in another, a sudden light is thrown upon it, and he
sees in a flash what he has been blind to all his life before."
"You are right, sir," said Joshua sadly. "It has happened to me now. I
have been blind."
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