"I wish Ellen was at home," said Dan to himself, as he sat alone in
the parlor which served as his training-room; "the house is quite
lonely without her." Joshua had been gone from Stepney for four days,
and, knowing how Dan would miss Ellen, Mrs. Marvel had insisted that
he should stop at her house during that time. "There will be no one to
attend to you, my dear," Mrs. Marvel had said to him; "Mr. Kindred is
ill, and Minnie and Susan are fully employed waiting upon him." Dan
acknowledged the superior claims of Mr. Kindred on Minnie's and
Susan's attention, and consented to stop at Mrs. Marvel's house until
Ellen returned. Now that Joshua was gone, however, he could not help
thinking it strange that Minnie had not found time to run in and see
him, if only for two or three minutes. He expressed this to Mrs.
Marvel, who replied that Mr. Kindred was suffering much, she believed,
and did not like Minnie to be away from him, loving her so dearly.
"But it will be all right, my dear, when Ellen comes back," she said,
"she will be able to assist the girls in their nursing." The
uneasiness which Dan would have otherwise experienced at not seeing
Minnie was allayed by the knowledge that she was doing her duty. Still
he was glad when the morning came upon which Ellen was to return; for
patient as he was, he was hungering to see Minnie. And now at last he
was at home in his own little parlor, waiting almost impatiently for
Ellen. He heard a sound in the passage, and he raised his hand in a
listening attitude. "Ellen? No; Susan." The door opened, and Susan
entered. Accustomed as he was to Susan's strange manner and to the
alterations in it--morose one day and remorsefully affectionate the
next--he had never seen her as as he saw her now. Her face was pinched
as with some great agony, her hands wandered restlessly about her
dress and over one another, her eyes dilated as he remembered them in
the old days when she was tormented by the fear that terrible shapes
were stealing upon her unaware. Yet, notwithstanding these distressing
symptoms of a mind disturbed to its very uttermost, there was
something still more painful in her appearance. This was the effort to
appear calm and self-possessed, evidenced in the attempts she made to
keep her hands still and her eyes from wandering around. But she could
not bring color to her white face, nor composure to her quivering
lips. No nerves are more difficult to master than those which directly
affect the mouth, and many a hard-grained strong-minded man has
betrayed himself by a twitching of his lips, which he has found it
impossible to control. Dan had not seen Susan for more than a week,
and he was appalled at the change in her. His first thought was of
Minnie.
"What has happened, Susan?" he cried. "Minnie is not ill?"
He betrayed himself in the tone of anguish in which he made the
inquiry. Susan twisted her fingers so tightly together that the blood
left them, but she felt no pain.
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