On the eighth day the captain, suspecting that they were in the
vicinity of the Minerva Shoal, near which there were some dangerous
rocks, ordered a sharp lookout to be kept for broken water. All the
passengers were by this time in a state of great alarm, and although
Captain Liddle tried to cheer them by encouraging words, his anxious
face belied his speech. Perhaps the one who suffered the most from
terror was Stephen Homebush. His terror was so great that he forgot
his mission, and flew to others for consolation, instead of imparting
it. Such men as he are most true to their calling when the weather is
fine. It was a miserably dark night. The captain, completely tired
out, had gone down to his cabin for a little rest. All the passengers,
with the exception of Rough-and-Ready, who never seemed to sleep, and
yet was the freshest man of them all, had retired to their beds with
hearts filled by gloomy forebodings of what the morrow might bring;
and there they lay, tossing about, listening to the raging wind that
was driving them perhaps to certain death. In the captain's cabin were
Mrs. Liddle and her maid. There was something in the present danger
that was to Minnie almost a relief from the horrible monotony of her
life. Her self-imposed silence had become unbearable, and she fretted
under it until her health was in danger of giving way. So that this
change, with all its terrors and uncertainties, was an absolute relief
to her. She was too sad and unhappy to be frightened at the prospect
of death. Had the future held out to her any hope of happiness, she
would have prayed to live; but as it was--"Better to die," she
thought, "and so end all." There is no doubt that this miserable state
of her mind was due to the want of proper moral training in her
childhood. Thrown completely upon herself; with no mother's love to
teach her what is often taught by love's instinct alone, that such and
such impulses and thoughts are weeds that destroy, and such and such
are flowers that beautify: doomed to the almost sole companionship of
a father whose misfortunes had rendered him an unfit teacher, it is
scarcely to be wondered at that she should have been oblivious of the
true duty of life.
"Bessie," said Captain Liddle to his wife, "I have come down for an
hour's sleep. I can rest with confidence, for Marvel is keeping the
watch."
Mrs. Liddle nodded, and gave him a sweet little smile that was like
wine to him; and Minnie heard him say, in answer to a whisper from his
wife, "We are in God's hands, Bessie, and must trust to His mercy."
"We are in God's hands, and must trust to His mercy," thought Minnie
as she left the cabin; "and Joshua is keeping the watch. Death may be
very near. Will it be wrong to speak to him?" Mechanically she made
her way to the deck, stumbling two or three times and bruising
herself. But she felt no pain. "I should like to die near him," she
thought; "if he would take my hand in his, I should be content and
happy."
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