During this scene, Joshua did not know that Minnie was standing near
him. Now, releasing the Lascar with warning words, he turned and saw
her. She met his gaze unflinchingly, and a hot blush mantled over her
neck and face. He gazed at her for so long a time, that she drooped
her head before him, and stood in an attitude of pleading. But he
could not doubt the evidence of his senses. Her manner, no less than
her appearance, convinced him. It was Minnie, indeed, who stood before
him.
He covered his eyes with his hand, and staggered to the saloon. If a
thousand despairing and undeserved deaths had stared him in the face,
he could not have been more shocked and bewildered. He sat down and
tried to think. What was the meaning of it? What did they know at
home? What did they, know? What might they suspect? He saw himself and
the Old Sailor together in the boat at Gravesend, and heard that
faithful old friend tell him of Minnie's love for him, and what it was
his duty to do. He had seen his duty clearly then: love for Ellen no
less than duty--affection for his friend and brother, no less than
love and duty--impelled him to the right and honorable course of
making Ellen his wife. And then! Why, within three days of that
consummation of his dearest hope, he and Minnie were together on board
the "Merry Andrew." If they at home knew it, suspected it even, must
they not believe that his whole life was a monstrous lie? that he had
planned, plotted, deceived, schemed, to prove how utterly false he was
to the woman who adored him, to the man who believed in him, to the
kind mother and father who loved him better than Benjamin was loved?
For a few moments he lost all consciousness of present peril. The ship
beat amongst the rocks; the seas dashed over the deck: he heard them
not, felt them not. He took from his breast Ellen's picture and the
lock of hair she had given him at their parting, and kissed them
again and again while his tears ran on them. Strangely enough, there
came to his ears then, in the midst of his agony, his father's hearty
exultant voice, saying, "This is better than being a wood-turner all
one's life, isn't it, Josh?" He shivered and sobbed and cried, "O Dan,
Dan, do not forsake me!" and stretched forth his hands as if his
friend were near. A hand upon his shoulder aroused him, He looked up,
and saw the captain's wife. She was a brave woman, and had done much
during the night to sustain the courage of the others.
"There is a man's work to do on deck," she said to him gravely and
sweetly. "You are not growing faint-hearted?"
"No, my lady," he answered, "not faint-hearted at the prospect of
death; but I have received a shock worse than death."
She did not stop to ask for an explanation of his meaning--time was
too precious; but she took the picture of Ellen and looked at it.
"My wife, my lady," he said, with a sob.
A troubled expression crossed her features, and she said
encouragingly,--
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