Journal of a Soldier of the Seventy-First, or Glasgow Regiment, Highland Light Infantry, from 1806-1815Anonymous
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Journal of a Soldier of the Seventy-First, or Glasgow Regiment, Highland Light Infantry, from 1806-1815
Anonymous
Peninsular War, 1807-1814 -- Personal narratives, British
We lay three months in Paris. All that time I saw very little of it: I
did not care to ask leave from the camp. At length we were marched to
Flanders, to winter quarters; and I got my discharge. I left my comrades
with regret; but the service with joy. I came down to the coast to
embark, with light steps and a joyful heart, singing, “When wild war’s
deadly blast was blawn.” I was poor as poor could be; but I had hope
before me, and pleasing dreams of home, I had saved nothing this
campaign; and the money I had before was all gone. Government found me
the means of getting to Edinburgh. Hope and joy were my companions,
until I entered the Firth. I was on deck; the morning began to dawn; the
shores of Lothian began to rise out of the mist. “There is the land of
cakes,” said the captain. A sigh escaped me,--recollections crowded upon
me--painful recollections. I went below to conceal my feelings, and
never came up until the vessel was in the harbour. I ran from her, and
hid myself in a public-house. All the time I had been away was forgot. I
felt as if I had been in Leith the day before. I was so foolish as to
think I would be known, and laughed at. In about half an hour, I
reasoned myself out of my foolish notions, but could not bring myself to
go up the Walk to Edinburgh. I went by the Easter Road. Every thing was
strange to me, so many alterations had taken place; yet I was afraid to
look any person in the face, lest he should recognise me. I was
suffering as keenly, at this moment, as when I went away: I felt my face
burning with shame. At length, I reached the door of the last house I
had been in, before leaving Edinburgh. I had not power to knock: happy
was it for me, that I did not. A young girl came into the stair. I asked
her if Mrs. ---- lived there. “No,” she said, “she has flitted long
ago.” “Where does she live?” “I do not know."--Where to go I knew not. I
came down stairs, and recognised a sign which had been in the same place
before I went away. In I went, and inquired. The landlord knew me.
“Tom,” said he, “are you come back safe? Poor fellow! give me your
hand.” “Does my mother live?"--“Yes, yes; come in, and I will send for
her,--not to let the surprise be too great.” Away he went. I could not
remain, but followed him; and, the next minute, I was in the arms of my
mother.
* * * * *
I have been with my mother, these fourteen months. She is sinking fast
to the grave. I am happy I am here to lay her head in it.--Jeanie has
been married, these five years, and goes between her own and her
mother’s house, to take care of her.--John is in London, following out
his business.--William has been in Glasgow.
_Letter by the Writer of the Journal to
his Friend, inclosing the last part of
the manuscript._
_Edinburgh, May, 1818._
DEAR JOHN,
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