Joyce of the North WoodsComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Joyce of the North Woods
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Fiction
"I only tell you this to explain my present position." Constance drew
her fur-clad shoulders up. "I became a Settlement worker; but,"
confidently, "that was worse than Society. It _was_ Society with
another setting. 'Thanks be!' as Auntie says, I have a sense of humour
and a remnant of Scotch canniness. It made me laugh--when it didn't make
me ashamed--to put on a sort of livery--plain frock, you know, and go
down to the Settlement in the most businesslike way to 'do' for those
poor people. It cost an awful lot to run our Settlement, about
two-thirds of all the money. One-third went to the poor. We had plenty
of fun down there. All slummy outside and lovely things inside, you
know. It was like making believe. You see," she paused impressively,
"when you have a Mission like Settlement work, you don't have to have a
chaperon."
"Ten to one, they're needed, though." Jock was keenly interested.
"Cutting loose from familiar ties and acting up sort of detached that
way, must have a queer effect upon some."
"Well, I just got enough of it. Why, one Christmas, we at the Settlement
House had a tree and gifts that cost hundreds of dollars. We had a big
dance. Evening dress and all the rest. Young men and women who, had they
been in their own homes, would have been under some one's watchful eye,
were having a jolly, good fling down there that Christmas Eve, I can
tell you.
"Right in the middle of the evening, a call came from a family in a
tenement around the corner. I knew all about them--or I thought I
did--so I went. I just flung a cloak about me and ran off alone. Somehow
I did not want any one with me."
Constance's eyes grew dim, and her under lip quivered.
"It was awful." Her voice sank low. "You see, with all the preparations
going on at the Settlement House, we had sort of forgotten this--this
family. They were not the noisy, begging kind, but there was a pitiful,
little sick girl whom I had taken a liking to and to _think_ that I
should have forgotten her--and at that time, too! There was no tree in
that home, Jock, there was nothing much, but the little dying girl and
her mother.
"They didn't even blame me--oh, if they only had!" The honest tears ran
down Constance's cheeks. "But they didn't. The mother said--and she
apologized for troubling me, think of that!--that the baby wanted me to
tell her a Christmas story. She just wouldn't go to sleep until I did,
and she had been ailing all day. I--I forgot my dress, and tore off my
cloak in that cold, empty room and I took that poor baby in my arms.
Then--then the hardest part came--she--she didn't know me. She got the
queerest little notion in her baby head--she--she thought I was
an--angel. Oh! oh! and I wanted her to know me."
Down went the girlish head in the open pages of the character sketches.
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