Joyce of the North WoodsComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Joyce of the North Woods
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Fiction
"Billy," she said softly, laying her hands on his shoulders, "you've
been keeping your word to me, about swearing, and--and all the rest?"
"Yes'm."
"It's been hard, too, dear, I know; but it has made you into
something--better." And then with a shining look on her face she bent
and kissed him.
The heat rushed all over Billy's body, following a cold perspiration.
His mouth twitched, and a maddening feeling of tears rose to his
smarting eyes.
"I'm--going--over--to--Hillcrest school!" He whispered feebly, "I'm
going--to get--learnin', an' things."
"Oh! Billy!"
"Yes'm."
"Oh! my dear Billy."
But such moments in life are brief. They are only permitted as
propellers for all the other plain moments which are the common lot.
Billy and Constance came down from the heights morally, spiritually and
physically and joined the commonplace things below.
There was corn to pop, and candy to make. There were boxes to unpack,
and goodies to eat; so was it any wonder that Joyce and her poor affairs
should be relegated to a place outside this Eden?
Then, too, Jock complicated matters. He was shameless in his mirth and
jokes. Even the stranger-lady with her wonderful aloofness could not
daunt him, but Billy fiercely resented his attentions to the girl for
whom he, Billy, had forsaken all else.
To leave the field to Jock was beyond the strength of mere man, so they
stayed it out together, and left the bungalow in company just as the
clock struck twelve.
It was then that the events of the past forty-eight hours began most to
tell upon Billy. His exhausted nerves played him false, and cried out
their desperate state.
As he and Jock left the warm, scented room behind them, and faced
the white, still cold of an apparently dead St. Ange, the boy turned
a drawn face upon Jock, and cried tremblingly, "Say, you
better--keep--yer--hands--off!" Jock stood still, and returned Billy's
agonized stare with one equally grim.
"I've just reached that conclusion myself, Billy," he said, with every
trace of his past mirth gone.
Billy was hoisted on his own petard.
Hatred fled before the sympathy he felt flowing from Jock to him. He
wanted to cry; wanted to fling himself upon his companion and "own up,"
but Jock anticipated all his emotions.
"See here, kid," he said in a voice new to St. Ange's knowledge of Jock;
"you're not the fellow to grudge a poor devil an hour or so of heaven.
There's the hope of an eternity of it for you; but for me there's going
to be only--the memory of this hour. Shake hands, old man, and take this
from me, straight. Keep yourself _fit_ to touch. Lay hold of that and
never let go. The more you care, the more you'll curse yourself, if you
don't. It's the only decent offering a man can take to a woman.
Everything else he can hope to gain afterward. A place for her, money,
and all the rest; but if he goes to her with dirty hands and a heart
full of shame, nothing can make up for it--nothing!
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