Joyce of the North WoodsComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Joyce of the North Woods
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Fiction
"What do you know of this man Gaston, really? Mr. Drew says he is quite
different from the people hereabout. You do not even know the true man,
his name, nor antecedents. The time may come when he will return to his
former life, whatever it was; can you not see how you would--interfere
with such a plan? If he left you--what would he leave you to? And if he
were one of a thousand and took you with him--what then? In either case
it would mean your unhappiness and his--shame."
Joyce winced, and Ruth Dale saw the hands clutch the arms of the chair.
She felt that she was making an impression, and her ardour grew.
"I do not know Gaston," she went on, "but I do know the world; and for
women placed as you are, Joyce, there is no alternative. Your very love
should urge you to accept the situation, hard as it may seem."
"It does." For a moment the lovely head drooped and the white lids
quivered over the pain-filled eyes.
"No matter how--good a man--this Mr. Gaston has been to you--he knew the
price you would have to pay some day. He has been either wilfully
weak--or worse. A man takes a mean advantage of a woman in all such
matters. It is not a question of right or wrong altogether--it isn't
fair.
"I have burned over such things ever since I was a girl--I am ready now
to prove to you my desire to help you. Will you let me, Joyce?"
"You are very, very good. I can see you are better and kinder than any
other woman I ever knew. I believe all that you say is true. If I did
not think that, I could not do what I am going to do."
Joyce spoke very quietly, very simply. She was not even confused when
she poured out the deepest secrets of her heart. She was worn and spent;
loneliness, conflict and soul-torture had torn down all her defenses.
"You are right in all that you have said--but you don't know all!" The
flame rose in the pallid face; "but if you did, the truth of what you
have said would be all the deeper.
"My love has been a selfish one because I never thought it lay in my
power to do anything for--him. I see there is something now that I can
do--and I mean to do it so thoroughly that even his goodness cannot
prevent. He is so very, very good; oh! if you could only know him as I
know him!
"I am--going to my husband, then--that will finish it! But I must tell
you something--first."
Joyce caught her breath, and she sat up straight and rigid.
"I suppose in your life you could not believe that a man like Mr. Gaston
could be just good to me--and nothing else?"
Woman looked at woman. The world's woman noted the beauty and tender
grace of the unworldly woman, and her eyes fell.
"It would be difficult to believe that. I have heard of such cases--I
never knew one--and for that very reason of unbelief, it does not
greatly matter--the outcome would be the same--for the woman and the
man."
"Yes; but they would know, and God would know; might that not be
enough?"
"No. Believe me--it would not be enough."
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