Chicago (Ill.) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Gambling -- Fiction; Judges -- Fiction
"But you stopped your ears."
"And don’t you know that when a woman stops her ears it’s the time when
she wants to hear?"
"I didn’t know that."
"You didn’t? Then you needn’t tell me anything."
"Yes, I believe I ought to tell you—only you."
"Why only me?" she asked, her eyes half closed.
"I don’t know, but—"
"Then, why did you say only me?"
"Because I—I think more of you than of anyone else."
"Oh, if you think it’s your duty you’d better tell me."
He told her, and she sat up straight, looking at him; she got up and
walked slowly to the opposite side of the room, he gazing at her. He
reproached himself for telling her. She was young, lived apart from the
great crowd, and could not understand. He could not see her face, for
she stood with her back toward him, but displeasure has many
countenances, and he could see that his story had offended her. Her
head was slightly bowed, and she was no doubt weeping; he heard her sob.
Then she had loved him, and her love was dying. But he did not dare to
go to her, to the death of the love he had murdered. Suddenly she
turned about. Her face was radiant, and she was laughing. He stared at
her in amazement.
"It is exactly what you ought to have done," she said.
"And I am not lowered in your estimation?"
"For being a truer man than any man I have ever known? Oh, no."
Yes, she had turned round, laughing, but there were tear stains on her
checks. He did not know that she had passed through a struggle of doubt
to reach laughter. Surely she was a strange creature, worthy of being
loved and capable of loving; but he did not tell her that he loved her.
The words were warm in his heart, but felt cool upon his lips, and he
did not utter them. He talked in a round-about way, in an emotional
skirmish, he afterward said to himself, and then took his leave, as the
Judge and Florence had returned. Just outside he met Bodney coming in.
"Oh, by the way, the very man I want to see, Mr. Bodney. I want a talk
with you."
Bodney thought that the preacher was going to thank him again for the
money sent to the church, to tell him how much good it had done. "I
will walk along with you," he said.
"This is a peculiar world," remarked the preacher, as they strode along,
side by side.
"You might almost say a damnable world," Bodney replied.
"No, not quite so bad as that." They walked on in silence, Bodney
wondering what the preacher wanted to talk about, the preacher wondering
how he could best get at what he intended to say. "You are well
acquainted with Mr. Goyle," said Bradley.
"Why do you speak of him? Why didn’t you say I am well acquainted with
the devil?"
"I suppose I might as well. Do you believe him desperate?"
"In his milder moods, yes; at other times he goes beyond that—he is
inhuman."
"Ah. Do you believe that he would snatch a man’s watch?"
"He would snatch a woman’s child. He is a beast. But you have
something to tell me. What is it?"
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