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"I don't believe it's, an age of unfaith." Douglas puffed slowly on a
cigarette. "That is, not like you mean. That Sunday, if you'd given us
something we could have set our teeth in, we'd have listened to you.
I remember distinctly, I sat down in the back of the room, saying to
myself, 'Now if this old-timer has something interesting to say, I won't
let the kids in.' But you--excuse me, Mr. Fowler--you just got up and
bleated like a Montana sheep-man."
The preacher set the coffee-pot on the stove, straightened himself, and
shouted, "I spoke the word of God!"
"I don't know whether there's a God or not. Probably there isn't any.
But if there is, I'll bet He never talked foolish threats that a fellow
has hard work to understand." Mr. Fowler gasped. "Now wait a moment,"
protested Douglas. "Don't get mad and throw me out like I did you! I'm a
man now, and I tell you, Mr. Fowler, I'm troubled about many things and I
want you to let me talk to you."
The beautiful, sympathetic light of the shepherd of souls shone in the
clergyman's eyes. "Talk on, my boy! I too am troubled about many things.
But not about God. I know Him."
"How do you know Him?"
"By His works, the sun, the stars, the universe, through His holy word,
the Bible."
Douglas waved his hands irritably. "Words! Just words! How can they mean
anything to a hard-headed man like me? Everything came out of a fire
mist. How do you know it was a mind made that fire mist? Why couldn't it
have been a--a--Christ, what could it have been?" Douglas paused with
lips agape with horror as he gazed on the evil of the universe.
Fowler motioned the young rider to a seat at the table. "God bless our
food and give us understanding," he said. Then he served Doug and sat
staring thoughtfully at his own coffee-cup. "Were you ever in love?"
he finally asked Douglas.
"Yes."
"Did she love you?"
"Not that I can find out!"
"Does she know that you love her?" pursued the minister.
"Yes, I told her so."
"But," said Mr. Fowler, "love isn't something you can put your teeth in.
How can she believe you?"
"Because, I'm something she can put her teeth in! Believe me, Mr. Fowler,
if God once convinced me He was real, I'd believe anything He told me.
Just give me facts. That's all I want."
"The universe is a fact."
"Yes, but the universe being a fact doesn't prove there's any hereafter.
Hang it, Mr. Fowler, can't you preachers get it through your heads that
what people want you to prove to them is that there is a hereafter?
That's all there is to your job. Prove that and you can lead us round by
the nose. But if you can't show us that the soul doesn't die, there is no
meaning in anything, and we might as well be like we are in Lost Chief."
"What's the matter with Lost Chief?" Mr. Fowler's smile was grim.
"Peter Knight says it's that we have no ethics. Inez Rodman says it's
that we don't know beauty when we see it."
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