Racially mixed people -- Fiction; Western stories; Wyoming -- Fiction
Perhaps with this hunting would end the long reign of Peter as a
divinity. Judith was tired, not in her vigorous young body, because
that was strong and healthful as the hill wind, but tired in heart and
mind and life. Her destiny had not been beautiful or happy before he
invaded it, but it had been calm, and now serenity seemed the worthiest
gift of the gods. It was not that she loved him less, but that she had
so long reflected upon him that her imagination was numb; her thoughts,
arid, unfruitful as the desert, turned from him to the problems that
beset her, and from them back to him again, in dull, subconscious
yearning. She could no longer project an anguished consciousness to
those scenes wherein he walked and talked with Kitty. Her Indian
fatalism had intervened. “Life was life,” to be lived or left. And yet
she felt herself a poor creature, one who had lived long on illusion,
who had bent her neck to the yoke of arid unrealities. The pale-haired
woman who kept him with her miserliness of self, who intruded no sombre
tragedy of loving, was well worth a trip across the foot-hills to see.
And yet, Judith reflected, it was the portion of her mother’s daughter
to make of loving the whole business of life, even if she rebelled and
fought against it as an accursed destiny. It was in her inheritance to
know and live for the wild thrill of ecstasy in her pulses, to feel
trembling joy and despair and frantic hope, that exacted its tribute
hardly less poignant; as it was, also, to feel a shivering
sensitiveness in regard to the loneliness and bitterness of her life,
to have the same measureless capacity for sorrow that she had for
loving, to have a soul attuned to the tragedy of things, to love the
mighty forces about her, to feel the reflection of all their moods in
her heart, and, lastly, it was her destiny to be the daughter of a
half-Sioux and a border adventurer, and to feel the counter influences
of the two races make forever of her heart a battleground.
Her light feet scarcely touched the ground as she sped swiftly through
all the network of the hills; and more than once her woman’s heart
asked the question, “And, prithee, Judith, if from henceforth you are
only to hold fellowship with the stars and have no part in the ways of
men, why do you walk a day’s journey to catch a glimpse of a
pale-haired woman?”
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