Racially mixed people -- Fiction; Western stories; Wyoming -- Fiction
Judith clasped her hands. “Let us go and look for him. Why do we waste
time?” But Kitty hung back. She was shaken from her fall, and upset by
the events of the morning. Besides, her faith in Peter’s ability to
cope with all the exigencies of this country was supreme. And chiefest
reason of all for her not going was a something within her that winced
at the thought of this fellowship that had for its object the quest of
Peter.
“Oh, don’t you see,” pleaded Judith, “that if something had not
happened to him he would have been here long ago?”
Judith’s anxiety awoke in Kitty a new consciousness. What was she to
him, that at the possibility of harm, a fear not shared by Kitty, she
should throw off a reserve that every line of her face pronounced
habitual? In her very energy of attitude, an energy that all
unconsciously communicated itself to Kitty, there was the power that
belongs to all elemental human emotion—the power that compels. Kitty
rose to follow Judith, then hesitated.
“I’m sure nothing has happened him. No, I’m really too unstrung by my
fall to walk.” She sank again to the bowlder on which she had been
sitting.
To the woman of the world, Judith’s ingenuous display of feeling had in
its very sincerity a something pitiable. How could she strip from her
soul every fold of reserve and stand unloved and unashamed, sanctified,
as it were, by the very hopelessness of her passion? How could women
make of their whole existence a thing to be rejected, reflected Kitty,
who, giving nothing, could not understand. She looked again at the
bronzed face beside her, so bold in outline, so expressive in detail.
Yes, she was beautiful, and yet, what had her beauty availed her? The
thought that she herself was the preferred woman throbbed through her
for a moment with a sense of exaltation. The next moment a haunting
doubt laid hold of her heart, held up mockingly the little that she and
Peter had lived through together, the lofty plane of friendship along
which she had tried to lead his unwilling feet sedately, his protests,
his frank amusement at her serious pretensions to a career. How much
fuller might not have been the intercourse between him and this woman,
who, in all probability, had been his comrade for years? And she had
been idealizing him, and his love for her, and his loneliness! Kitty
stood with eyes cast down, while images crowded upon her, leaving her
cold and smiling.
“But think,” pleaded Judith; “if you don’t come it will take me longer
to search the trail-marks. You could show me just where the horses
ran—”
Kitty’s eyes were still on the ground. She did not lift them, and
Judith, realizing that further appeal was but a waste of time, turned
and ran swiftly down the trail.
“He is her lover,” said Kitty; and all the wilderness before her was no
lonelier than her heart.
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