Racially mixed people -- Fiction; Western stories; Wyoming -- Fiction
“What th’ hell are you babying me for?” But his roughness did not
deceive her woman’s wits. He was not getting the lecture he
anticipated, and this was his way of showing that he was not
embarrassed by her kindness. The morning sunlight was pitilessly frank
in its exposure of the grim pinch of poverty in the mean little room,
but the woman was unconscious of these things; what she saw was that
Jim, the reckless, Jim, the dare-devil terror of the country, Jim, who
had married and settled with her into home-keeping respectability, Jim,
who had struggled with misfortune and fallen, had, young as he was,
lost every look of youth; that hope had gone from his dull eyes, and
that his face had become drawn until the death’s-head grinned beneath
the scant padding of flesh. But he was to-day, as always, the one man
in the world for her. In making a world of their own and reducing their
parents to supplementary consideration, their children, whom she had
sent away that she might be alone with him, had given a different
quality to the love of this pair that had known so many curious
vicissitudes. The responsibilities of parenthood had placed them on a
tenderer, as well as a securer footing; and as she saw his age and
weariness, he recognized hers, and both felt a self-accusing twinge.
“That’s a blamed good cup of coffee,” he said, by way of relieving the
tension that had crept into the situation. “Any one would think you was
settin’ your cap for me ’stead of us being married for years.”
Alida sighed. “It’s better to end than to begin like this,” she said,
in the far-away voice of one who thinks aloud. The word “end” had
slipped out before she realized what she was saying, and the knowledge
haunted her as an omen. She glanced at him quickly, to see if he had
noticed it.
“Why did you say end?” He saw that her eyes were full of tears and
chafed her. “You ain’t thinking of divorcing me, like Mountain Pink
done Bosky?”
“Oh, Jim,” she said, and her face was all aquiver, “I never could
divorce you, no matter what you done.” And then the grim philosophy of
the plains-woman asserted itself. “I never can understand why women
feed their pride on their heart’s blood; it never was my way.”
He did not like to remember that he had given her cause for a way.
“There’s a lot of women as wouldn’t exactly regard me as a Merino, or a
Southdown, either;” he gulped the coffee to ease the tightness in his
throat.
“They’d be women of no judgment, then,” she said, with conviction.
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