Racially mixed people -- Fiction; Western stories; Wyoming -- Fiction
Peter hoped that she would accuse him of his half-heartedness
indirectly, if not openly. It would have made his conscience more
comfortable, and his conscience troubled him sorely to-night. It was
that fatal habit of procrastination that had brought this thing about.
He had hesitated all these weeks about Judith, and while he had
threshed out the pro and con of her disadvantageous family connection,
this hideous tragedy had happened.
“Peter”—and now her eyes seemed to come back to earth again, to lose
something of the far-away look of the sleep-walker—“Peter, I’m cruel to
speak to you of these things now. When your heart is full of your own
happiness, I come to you like a dark shadow with this tragedy. But I am
glad for the good that has come to you, Peter. Perhaps Miss Colebrooke
told you of the day I met her in the wood, the day of the wolf-hunt.
She was so beautiful, I understood—”
“Judith, I hardly know how to say what I am going to, I feel that I
have been such a bad friend to you, but you must hear me patiently.
Together, if you are willing, after knowing all of me that you do, we
must look after your brother’s children. That night in the little house
in the valley, when the little chap came to me, don’t you remember,
there was something fine and fearless in the way he did it. ‘You may
belong to the cattle side of the argument,’ he seemed to say, ‘but I
trust you.’ Now, Judith dear, that boy’s faith in me is not going to be
shaken. We must look after them together. It is a very little thing you
have asked of me, my dearest, but a very big one that I am asking of
you. Do you understand, my Judith, it is you that I want? Don’t think
of me as I have been, Judith, but as you are going to make me. I want
you to give me the right now, this evening, to share all this trouble
with you. Do we understand each other, Judith? Is it to be? And will
you come back with me now, into the room where they are dancing, and
let me present you to them, to the Wetmores, as _my_ Judith, my
betrothed?”
“But, Peter, I don’t understand. I—I thought you and Miss Colebrooke
were—”
“That’s all over, Judith. I did love her once. Oh, you dear, brave
woman, I’m not a hero from any point of view, and you know it. It’s but
a sorry lover that’s making his prayer to you, my dearest; but you
won’t judge, I know, beloved, you will love me instead?”
Judith turned towards the valley. Her whole being throbbed with a
passionate response to the man who stood so humbly before her, but
there were duties that came first. Her mind was full of Alida and her
children, and her eyes still sought Peter’s imploringly.
“You will be a good friend to them, Peter—to Jim’s people? I cannot
talk to you of anything else to-night. Your heart is big, Peter, but
you cannot feel, perhaps—”
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