Racially mixed people -- Fiction; Western stories; Wyoming -- Fiction
And Judith, taken unawares by the unexpected turn of things, comforted
as a lost child that is found, told all her feeling for him in the way
she called his name. The easy tenderness of the man awoke; his senses
swayed to the magic of her voice, the mystery of the night, the shadow
world in which they two, ’twixt earth and sky, were alone. They rode
without speaking. Peter’s hand sought hers, and all her woman’s terror
of the desolation, her fear of the vague terrors of the dreadful night,
spoke in her answering pressure. It was as if the desert had given them
to each other as they groped through the silent darkness. In the great
company of earth, sky, silence, and this great-hearted woman, Peter
grew conscious of a real thrill. There were depths to life—vast, still
depths; this woman’s unselfish love for him made him realize them. He
felt his soul sweeping out on the great tide of things. Farther and
farther it swept; his patron saint, caution, beckoning frantically from
the receding shore, was miles behind. “Judith!” he said, and he scarce
recognized his own voice. “Judith!” he struggled as a swimmer in a
drowning clutch. Then his patron saint threw him a life-line and he
saved the situation.
“Judith!” he said, a third time, and now he knew his voice. It was the
voice of the man who tilted at life picturesquely in a broad-brimmed
hat, who loved his darling griefs and fitted them as a Rembrandt fits
its background. And still, in the same voice, the voice he knew, he
said: “I feel as if we had died and our souls were meeting. You know
Aldrich’s exquisite lines:
“Somewhere in desolate, wind-swept space,
In twilight land—no man’s land—
Two hurrying shapes met face to face
And bade each other stand.
“‘And who are you?’ cried one, agape,
Shuddering in the gloaming light.
I know not,’ said the other shape,
‘I only died last night.’”
“‘I only died last night!’” she repeated the line, slowly,
significantly. In her questioning she forgot the night, the desolation,
the presence of the man. Had she died last night? Had youth, the joy of
living, her infinite capacity for love, had they died when Peter, with
the ugly haste of the man without a nice sense of the time that should
elapse between the old and the new love, had spurred away cheerfully at
the beck of another woman? And now the desert, this earth-mother as she
called it, in the Indian way, had given him back to her, thrown them
together as driftwood in the still ocean of space. She drew a long
breath, the breath of one waking from an anguished dream. A wild,
unreasoning gladness woke in her heart, the joy of living swept her
back again to life. She had not died last night, she was riding through
the wilderness with Peter.
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