"And you are happy in living as a victor," he added.
"Do not speak so," she protested. "Only the innocent have a right to
live after such a fight. The guilty do not survive their victories. But
excuse me, I must go; my brother will be waiting."
"What an enigma she is!" thought the doctor, as he watched her drive
away. After that he gave no more thought to her.
Raphael was at the grave punctually; and here, at the most sacred spot
on earth for them, the long-estranged brother and sister sank into each
other's arms in a close embrace.
"This is my place, is it not?" said Judith, pointing to the vacancy
between her parents' graves. "No one can deprive me of this--because I
am the wife of a Christian, and the pious might say-- But you will not
allow them--will you, Raphael?"
"If I survive you, you shall be buried there. But we can speak of this
in thirty years from now."
"But swear it--by the memory of our father. You know how excited I am
to-day."
"If it will soothe you, I swear it."
"And you will put up the epitaph I leave behind?"
"If I survive you, yes."
They talked a little of his plans for the future, they embraced again
and again, and she drove back to the castle.
The count was in his study with Stiegle and some of his tenants. She
went to her boudoir, where she wrote two short notes--one to Agenor,
another to Raphael. By this time it was twilight, but she had her boy
brought to her, although he was already in his cot for the night, and
she kept him with her for about an hour. When at last the servant came
without being called, it was quite dark. She could not see the face of
her mistress, for it was bent over the child. But she could tell by her
voice she was weeping, as she said, "It is better for you too--for you
too!"
She handed the baby to the nurse, with the remark that the evening was
so mild she would take a turn in the garden.
She did so, walking past the spot where Agenor had first kissed her,
towards the lake. On her way she met Fedko, the coachman, who said,
"Good-evening," receiving from her a pleasant reply. He watched her as
she went towards the pond, upon which the moon was shedding its silver
light. "When I think," said the good fellow, "of that morning in Borky
when I saw her rushing to the pond! How different her feelings must be
to-day!"
He was mistaken.
When nine o'clock came, and Judith was still out, the count went to
look for her. Unsuccessful in his search, he was about to send the
servants, when Hamia brought him the letter she had found on Judith's
table. The letter was short, but loving. She commended the boy to his
care, and begged he should not torture himself with the thought that he
had caused her death. She died that she might not make him miserable or
herself more so. She died because, after all she had undergone, she had
neither strength nor courage to live. It was no one's fault, certainly
not his.
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