The count acquiesced, gave Jan his orders, and went up to Judith. This
expected ceremony had been present to her mind from hour to hour, and
had really cured her. Still she trembled, and burst into a fit of wild
weeping. He took her hand, and tried to comfort her. But she sobbed on.
"I know I can only become your wife as a Christian. And I will be
grateful to you for making me one my whole life long. It will be a
heaven on earth into which your kind hand leads me. But what goes
before is a hell. Don't be angry. It is not because I hate your creed,
or because it is strange to me. Even my father, who is an orthodox Jew,
always said, 'We are all children of the same Father in heaven.' But
this step cuts me off forever from him and from Raphael. Henceforth I
have only you in the whole world. I do not weep out of pity for myself,
but for them. They have lost daughter and sister; for, as a Christian,
I am dead to them. What they will suffer from their own hearts and from
our people! I must think of Miriam Gold, whose daughter became a
Christian."
He stood beside her as she stammered these words, and he felt he had
never before seen such emotion. He was dumb, unable to say a word; for
what could he say? That he would spare her this pain? Then his whole
game would be lost. The scene had so shaken him that he could hardly
stand upright as he led her to the chapel.
The late candidate for holy orders made it very short, and both
ceremonies were concluded in very few minutes. To the count it was as
though he saw everything through a veil and heard everything muffled by
distance.
How many times since had he seen this picture: the dim, faintly lit
chapel; the pale woman by his side; the gallows-face of the scoundrel
in his cape; Wroblewski stuffing his handkerchief into his mouth to
keep from laughing; and poor, faithful old Jan weeping bitterly because
a Baranowski was marrying a Jewess!
As he stood this day on the balcony, surrounded on all sides with
sunshine and the vivid coloring of the Southern landscape, suddenly it
vanished, and in its place was the chapel at Borky, and instead of the
twittering of birds in the garden was a whining voice which said, "And
hereby I declare you man and wife, in the name of--"
"Ah!" he groaned. "It was frightful. It was the worst thing that could
have happened."
It was not because of his blasphemy that he said this after more than a
year had passed away. He realized now that his sin against God, not to
speak of that against the civil law, had not been his most grievous
offence. He made this discovery the morning after the sad farce.
Wroblewski, on taking leave, had said, "Hurry up, and get away as soon
as you can. Go to Italy, or even farther. Think of the danger if that
revengeful fellow, Raphael, should sue you for abduction, and one fine
day you were summoned before the courts. Her most gracious Lady
Countess would be brought up as witness."
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