Miriam had rushed up to Judith. Tears coursed down her cheeks in
streams as she embraced the slender form with passionate affection, and
stroked the thin face with her withered hands. "My poor darling! God
has sent you to me."
The hostess looked at her in surprise. Fierce as was her anger towards
this renegade, yet her eyelids smarted at the sight. She turned to the
door. "Make it short, Aunt Miriam, for I must tell my husband, and he
won't stand it." But her thought was, "How sympathetic Miriam is! I
would be, too, if I did not fear God."
Miriam's pity thawed even the unspeakable misery of Judith. "I know,
Miriam--I know how you have always loved me."
"I do love you. You were so beautiful and good. Ay, so good! When I
heard you had been seen in the count's garden a sudden pain pierced my
heart, almost as great as the day my husband said to me, 'Wife, it
would have been better had you never given birth to a child. Our Lea is
courting with Wassilj.' In my anxiety I ran and told you my child's
story to warn you. It was hard, but I did it out of love. Alas, alas!
it was in vain. How I have lamented for you! I dared not pray, for they
say it is a sin to pray for a renegade. You are a Christian, are you
not?"
Judith shook her head.
"Oh," said the old woman, joyfully, "then much can be made good yet.
You refused baptism, and so were thrown off by the count?"
"No, I am a Jewess, and yet I am a renegade. I am a miserable creature,
doomed in this world and the world to come."
"Not in the world to come, Judith," said Miriam, gravely. "One as old
as I, who has experienced so much of evil in her dealings with human
beings, must feel that God is more merciful than man. How you have
suffered! I do not need to ask. It is written on your face."
A loud noise was heard outside. "She must go!" said a man's voice. "She
found no mercy with her own father." It was the landlord. Between his
scoldings could be heard his wife's voice in gentle expostulation.
"Come," urged Miriam, "my room is warm, and I live but a few doors from
here. You can spend the night with me."
Judith carefully wrapped up the child. "Thank you," she said, "but you
shall not get into trouble on my account. You have to depend on the
charity of your neighbors, and they would be angry with you."
"Let them be," cried the old woman. And she stood erect, her withered
features glowing with enthusiasm. "Though I die of hunger, I shall
bless the day when your foot crosses my threshold. For God sent you to
me. He has heard the daily and hourly prayer that I have made since my
poor child died. Then I wrung my hands and cried, 'Oh, that I could
atone for my cowardice and cruelty! Of what use are lamentations for
those already dead? Of what avail is repentance, merciful God, who
wills that men also should be merciful?' But he knew, and I can now
repay to the living what I owe the dead. Come, come with me!"
"I cannot; I must go to Raphael."
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