Julian sorely felt the loss of time. He had a great deal to get through
before the all-important scholarship examination, and the loss of every
available hour fretted him, for since he had failed in the Clerkland, he
was doubly anxious to gain a Saint Werner's scholarship at his first
time of trial. Still he never wavered for a moment in the determination
to fulfil the duty of taking care of his Ildown acquaintance, and he
spent the whole tedious morning in trying to amuse him.
Hazlet's ceaseless allusions to "the dog," and the feeble terror which
it seemed to cause him, made it necessary to talk to him incessantly,
and to turn his attention, as far as possible, to other things. He had
to be managed like a very wilful and stupid child, and when one of the
five hours which Julian had to spend with him was finished, he was worn
out with anxiety and fatigue. It is a dreadful thing to be alone in
charge of a human being--a being in human shape, who is, either by
accident or constitution, incapable alike of responsibility and thought.
Hazlet had been able to play draughts pretty well, so Julian got out a
board and challenged him to a game, but instead of playing, Hazlet only
scrabbled on the board, and pushed the pieces about in a meaningless
confusion, while every now and then the sullen glare came into his eye
which showed Julian the necessity of being on his guard if self-defence
should be needed. Then Julian tried to get him to draw, and showing him
a picture, sketched a few strokes of outline, and said--
"Now, Hazlet, finish copying this picture for me."
Hazlet took the pencil between his unsteady fingers, and let it make
futile scratches on the paper, and, when Julian repeated his words,
wrote down in a slow painful hand--
"Finish copying pict-ure pict-."
What was to be done in such a case as this? Julian suggested a turn in
the grounds, but Hazlet betrayed such dread at the thought of leaving
his rooms, and encountering "the dog," that Julian was afraid, if he
persisted, of driving him into a fit.
Just as the dilemma was becoming seriously unpleasant, Brogten came up
to the rooms, and begged Julian to intrust Hazlet to his charge.
"_Your_ time is valuable, Home--particularly just now. Mine is all but
worthless. At any rate I have no _special_ work as you have, and I can
take care of poor Hazlet very well."
"Oh, no," said Julian; "I mustn't shrink from the duty I have
undertaken, and besides you'll find it very dull and unpleasant work."
"Never mind that. I once had an idiot brother--dead now--and I
understand well how to manage any one in a case like this. Besides,
Hazlet is one of the many I have injured. Let me stay."
"I really am afraid you won't like it."
"Nonsense, Home; I won't give in, depend upon it. I am quite in
earnest, and am besides most anxious that you should get a scholarship
this time. Don't refuse me the privilege of helping you."
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