When the real state of the case forced itself on Mr Kennedy's
conviction, his affliction was so deep that no language can adequately
describe what he suffered. In a few days his countenance became
sensibly older-looking, and his hair more grey. His favourite and only
surviving son had proved unworthy and base. Not only had he wasted time
in frivolous company, but clearly he must have sunk very low to be
guilty of a crime so heinous in itself, and so peculiarly wounding to a
father's heart, as the one which it was plain that he had committed.
At first Mr Kennedy could not trust himself to write, lest the anger
and indignation which usurped the place of sorrow should lead him into a
violence which might produce irreparable harm. Meanwhile, he bore in
silence the blows which had fallen. Not even to his daughter Eva did he
reveal the overwhelming secret of her brother's shame, but brooded in
loneliness over the fair promise of the past, blighted utterly in the
disgrace of the present. Often when he had looked at his young son, and
seen how glorious and how happy his life might be, he had determined to
shelter him from all evil, and endow him with means and opportunities
for every success. He had looked to him as a pride and stay in
declining manhood, and a comfort in old age. Edward Kennedy had been "a
child whom every eye that looked on loved," and now he was--; Mr
Kennedy _could_ not apply to him the only name which at once sprang up
to his lips. He wrote--
"Dear Edward,--When I tell you that it costs me an _effort_, a
_strong_ effort to call you `dear,' you may judge of the depth of my
anger. I cannot trust myself, nor will I condescend to say much to
you. Suffice it for you to know that your shameful transactions are
detected, and that I am now aware of the means, the treacherous
dishonest means you have adopted to procure money, which, since I give
you an ample and liberal allowance, can only be wanted to pander to
vice, idleness, and I know not what other forms of sin.
"I tell you that I do not know what to say; if you can act as you have
acted, you must be quite deaf to expostulation, and dead to shame.
You have done all you can to cover me and yourself with dishonour, and
to bring down my grey hairs with sorrow to the grave.
"Oh Edward, Edward! if I could have foreseen this in the days when you
were yet a young and innocent and happy boy, I would have chosen
rather that you should die.
"It must be a long time before you see my face again. I will not see
you in the coming holidays, and I at once reduce your allowance to
half of what it was. I cannot, and will not supply money to be wasted
in extravagance and folly, nor shall I again be deceived into granting
it to you on false pretences--Your indignant, deeply-sorrowing father,
T. KENNEDY."
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