The long, long illness that followed, and the weary time which it took
to heal the mutilated hand, proved the greatest blessings that could
have befallen the weak and erring heart of Edward Kennedy. They spared
him the necessity of that heart-rending meeting with those whom he best
loved, the dread of which had been the most powerful incitement to urge
upon him the thought of suicide. They gave him time to look before and
after--they relieved the painful tension of his overwrought mind--they
calmed him with the necessity for quiet thought and deep rest after the
anguish and turmoil of the bygone months.
When he awoke to consciousness, Eva was sitting by his bedside in the
sick-room. Slowly the well-remembered objects and the beloved face
broke upon his recollection, but at first he could remember nothing
more, nor connect the strange present with the excited past. Still more
slowly--as when one breaks the azure sleep of some unruffled mountain
mere by the skimming of a stone, and for a long time the clear images of
blue sky, and wreathing cloud, and green mountain-top, are shaken and
confused on the tremulous and twinkling wave, but unite together into
the old picture when the water has recovered its glassy smoothness--so
still more slowly did Kennedy's troubled memory reflect the incidents,
(alas! unbeautiful and threatening incidents), of the preceding days.
They came back to him as he lay there quite still; and then he groaned.
"Hush! dearest Edward," said Eva, who had watched his face, and guessed
from its expressive workings the progress of his thoughts; "hush, we are
with you, and all is going on well. Your hand is healing."
He found that his right hand was tightly and firmly bandaged, and kept
still by a splint.
"Was it much hurt? Shall I recover the use of it?"
"Yes, almost certainly, Dr Leesby says. I will tell papa that you are
awake."
"Is he very, very angry?" asked poor Kennedy.
"He has forgiven all, dear," she said, kissing his forehead. "It was
all very dreadful,"--and a cold shiver ran over her--"but none of us
will ever allude to it again. Banish it from your thoughts, Eddy; we
will leave Camford as soon as you can be moved."
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