But deliverance had come: he was alive! God was good after all, God was
kind; he had lifted from her this pall of death. He was alive! He was
alive!
"Oh, I did not do it! I am innocent! That figure has gone from the sand;
it got up and walked away!" She laughed in the relief, the reaction, and
buried her face in the pillow to stifle it. "Cicely will not know what I
am laughing at; she will wonder. I need never tell her anything now,
because the only men who were suspected have got safely away. She is
safe, little Jack is safe, and Ferdie is not dead; he is alive--alive!"
So swept on through the night the tide of her immense joy. For the next
day and the next, for many days after, this joy surged within her, its
outward expression being the flush, and the brilliant light in her eyes.
Eve Bruce had a strongly truthful nature, she was frank not only with
others, but with herself; she possessed the unusual mental quality
(unusual in a woman) of recognizing facts, whether they were agreeable
or not; of living without illusions. This had helped to give her,
perhaps, her brusque manner, with its absence of gentleness, its scanty
sweetness. With her innate truthfulness, it was not long before this
woman perceived that there was another cause contributing to the
excitement that was quickening her breath and making life seem new. The
discovery had come suddenly.
It had been arranged that on a certain day they should walk out to the
mine, Paul, the judge, Hollis, and herself. When the time came, Hollis
appeared alone, Paul was too busy to leave the office. They walked out
to the mine. But Eve felt her feet dragging, she was unaccountably
depressed. Upon her return, as she came in sight of the cottage, she
remembered how happy she had been there the day before, and for many
days. What had changed? Had she not the same unspeakable great cause for
joy? For what reason did the day seem dull and the sky dark? And then
the truth showed itself: it was because Paul Tennant was not there;
nothing else.
Another woman would have veiled it, would not have acknowledged the fact
even to herself; for women have miraculous power of really believing
only what they wish to believe; for many women facts, taken alone, do
not exist. But Eve had no such endowments. She had reached her room; she
pushed to the door and stood there motionless; after two or three
minutes she sank into the nearest chair; here she sat without stirring
for some time. Then she rose, went down the stairs, and out again. It
was six o'clock, but there were still two hours of daylight; she hurried
towards the nearest border of forest, and, just within its fringe, she
began walking rapidly to and fro, her hands, clasped together, hanging
before her, her eyes on the ground. She did not come back until
nightfall.
As she entered she met Paul.
"I was coming to hunt for you. Where have you been?" He spoke with
surprise.
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