to deepen the storm of anguish the contemplation of her parentage
naturally gives rise to. With Maria, the present hangs dark and the
future brightens. She thinks of the absent one she loves-of how she can
best serve her aged father, and how she can make their little home
cheerful until the return of Tom Swiggs, who is gone abroad. It must be
here disclosed that the old man had joined their hands, and invoked a
blessing on their heads, ere Tom took his departure. Maria looks
forward to the day of his return with joyous emotions. That return is
the day dream of her heart; in it she sees her future brightening. Such
are the cherished thoughts of a pure mind. Poverty may gnaw away at the
hearthstone, cares and sorrow may fall thick in your path, the rich may
frown upon you, and the vicious sport with your misfortunes, but virtue
gives you power to overcome them all. In Maria’s ear something
whispers: Woman! hold fast to thy virtue, for if once it go neither
gold nor false tongues can buy it back.
Anna sees the companion of her early life, and the sharer of her
sufferings, shut up in a prison, a robber, doomed to the lash. “He was
sincere to me, and my only true friend—am I the cause of this?” she
muses. Her heart answers, and her bosom fills with dark and stormy
emotions. One small boon is now all she asks. She could bow down and
worship before the throne of virgin innocence, for now its worth
towers, majestic, before her. It discovers to her the falsity of her
day-dream; it tells her what an empty vessel is this life of ours
without it. She knows George Mullholland loves her passionately; she
knows how deep will be his grief, how revengeful his feelings. It is
poverty that fastens the poison in the heart of the rejected lover. The
thought of this flashes through her mind. His hopeless condition,
crushed out as it were to gratify him in whose company her pleasures
are but transitory, and may any day end, darkens as she contemplates
it. How can she acquit her conscience of having deliberately and
faithlessly renounced one who was so true to her? She repines, her
womanly nature revolts at the thought-the destiny her superstition
pictured so dark and terrible, stares her in the face. She resolves a
plan for his release, and, relieved with a hope that she can accomplish
it while propitiating the friendship of the Judge, the next day seeks
him in his prison cell, and with all that vehemence woman, in the
outpouring of her generous impulses, can call to her aid, implores his
forgiveness. But the rust of disappointment has dried up his better
nature; his heart is wrung with the shafts of ingratitude—all the
fierce passions of his nature, hate, scorn and revenge, rise up in the
one stormy outburst of his soul. He casts upon her a look of withering
scorn, the past of that life so chequered flashes vividly through his
thoughts, his hate deepens, he hurls her from him, invokes a curse upon
her head, and shuts her from his sight.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account