“Yes, he did, when I hinted at what I had discovered and told him I
had left Denver for good and all; he told me I was a little idiot. But
I didn’t mind that; I’ve got so used to his harsh words that I don’t
mind them; but this I couldn’t stand, this about Sibyl. So then I put
aside my shame, and I told him right to his face that I was a silly
idiot or I would never speak to him again; and he confessed to me that
he had been going there to see Mrs. Dudley more than me, and said he
would go as often as he pleased, and that I could help myself; and he
said, too, that he intended to marry her. But I know that isn’t so; he
would never marry her now. I told him he wouldn’t, and begged him to
remember his promises to me and keep away from her; and he told me to
shut my mouth and mind my own business. As if that isn’t my own
business!”
She began to cry again; and Lucy, holding her tightly, rocked her as
if she were a child.
“And, oh, I was so happy! So happy, until I knew that! It was a
selfish happiness I see now but I thought it was true happiness. I
thought everything of Mrs. Dudley—just everything; and I thought she
loved me as much as I loved her; and to have this come! It breaks my
heart, it breaks my heart! Oh, Ben, Ben!”
She lay in Lucy’s arms. Their tears flowed together. But what could be
said to comfort her?
“Did Mrs. Dudley say anything?”
“When I reproached her she was indignant and denied it; she cried, and
said I was an ungrateful girl and did not deserve to have a friend.
She declared that Ben came only to see me; but in her very confusion I
could see that she was lying, for when my eyes began to open they
became sharp as needles. Oh, I could see through her, after that! I
told her she had stolen Ben from me, and all for his money, and that
she was ruining him, and that it would kill me. I don’t know what I
said, for I was crazy, and I was crying so that I thought my heart
would break. And just as soon as I could get out of the house I did,
and I came right down here; but even then I had to use her money, a
little money she had given me, to pay car fare, for I hadn’t any
other. But just the thought of it made me want to jump off that train
and kill myself.”
“You poor dear!”
And Lucy, holding her in a close embrace, kissed the tear-stained
face.
CHAPTER XVI
THE WAGES OF SIN
The knowledge of why Mary had returned so suddenly came first to
Justin through Sloan Jasper himself. Jasper met Justin as he rode
along the trail the next day, and told him all about it, without
veiled words, and with many fierce oaths.
“He’s killed my girl, damn him; broke her heart! She’s home, cryin’
her eyes out day and night, and all on account of him. She’s a fool; I
wouldn’t look at the skunk ag’in, if’t was me; but she’s a woman and
that accounts fer it, and it’s killin’ her.”
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