RECONCILIATION
Philip Davison had an accession of strength after that and sat at his
desk through the whole of one afternoon, thinking and writing. When
Justin made his customary call in the morning and was about to turn
away, Davison bade him stay.
“You will find some papers in the upper right hand drawer of my desk,
Justin. Get them and bring them to me.”
Justin found the papers and handed them to him.
“Now, sit down by the bed again.”
Justin took the chair, and looked at his father, who reclined in the
bed propped with pillows. Davison had changed greatly. His hair and
beard were almost white and his blue eyes gleamed from deep sockets.
There was something pathetic in the contrast between the emaciated,
trembling father and the robust, stalwart son. Justin pitied him.
“There are some things I want to talk to you about, Justin.” His hands
trembled so much that the papers rattled as he unfolded them. “I am
not able to attend to business now, and may never be able. Fogg will
be here to-morrow, and there are some things I want to talk over with
you before he comes. He is anxious to sell out to that man from the
East. He thinks the chance is one not to be lost.”
It was the first time that Davison had offered to consult with Justin
on any subject, or had spoken to him in this manner. Justin drew his
chair closer to the bed.
“If I can help you in any way.”
“I’ve got to have your help, I suppose,” said Davison, with a touch of
his old petulance. “When a man is wrecked he clutches at—well, we
won’t talk about that! We’ll have to agree to let bygones be bygones.
I don’t want to hurt your feelings, and I want to do right by you.”
He put down the papers, which he had been about to read.
“By the way, Justin, I’ve been thinking a good deal about you and
Lucy. You and she are still in the notion of marrying, I suppose?”
His voice was kindly now, and it softened still more as he beheld the
hurt expression on his son’s flushed face.
“Forget what I said just now, and I’ll try to be more considerate.
This has been a terrible thing for me; how terrible I don’t think you
can ever realize. I had made Ben my idol. It was foolish, of course,
but in this world men do foolish things; I have done my full share of
them. So if there is anything to be forgiven by any one I am the one
to do the forgiving.”
His hands shook again on the papers and tears came into the sunken
eyes.
“I have forgiven Ben everything. I think he was not so much to blame
after all. I was wild, too, in my youth; and, forgetting that, I did
not bring him up right. If he had lived; that is, if——” The tears
overflowed on his cheeks, and he stopped. “But we won’t talk about
that. I wish I could forget it.”
He folded the papers and spread them out again, while he sought to
gain control of his voice.
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