“Dudley,” Sibyl supplemented. “We haven’t met for so long that you
have actually forgotten my name!” She smiled amiably. “Won’t you take a
seat with us for a little spin about the streets? This crowd bores
you, I know.”
He still hesitated, hunting for words. He had never felt so awkward,
nor had his clothing ever seemed to set so badly or look so mean. He
began to realize that in Paradise Valley he had lost something. Where
was the neatly-dressed college student, filled with learning and a
desire to please? Apparently only the learning and the desire to
please remained. And that desire to please, which often took the form
of an inability to displease any one, made it impossible for him to
refuse this invitation.
Clayton, entering the carriage, found himself by Sibyl’s dexterous
manipulation placed in the seat at her side, with Mary in the seat in
front of them. He looked at Mary as the carriage started, and he
wondered, and his heart smote him. Then he looked at the woman who sat
with him.
“She is very happy with me,” said Sibyl, as the horses beat their
noisy tattoo through the street, deadening the sound of her voice.
“And there isn’t a better girl in the world!” There was a peculiar
emphasis on the words. “If you thought differently, you have been much
mistaken. She has been as safe with me as that boy Justin has been
with you; and I love her as much as you can possibly love him. She is
a dear, true, simple-hearted girl, and she thinks everything of me.
And I am much better than you have ever thought. So don’t get silly
ideas into your head, simply because you see this carriage and I wear
a few diamonds. The carriage may be hired and the diamonds paste. It
was one of your dogmas, you know, that people should always hold
charitable opinions.”
“And I do. I have always thought kindly of you and had charitable
opinions of you. One never knows what he would do if put in the
position of another. I was hurt, crushed; but I never could have it in
my heart to blame you for anything. Sometimes I felt bitter, but even
the bitterness has long since worn away.”
Mary turned in her seat and began to speak to them, and the
conversation was not taken up until Clayton and Sibyl were alone
together in her home, to which they were driven after they had
traversed a few streets. Sibyl was anxious to get Clayton to herself,
and she therefore cut the drive short, complaining of the chill of
approaching night.
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